school journal

[dark2nightmare]

im going to keep a school journal here, just write down what happend that day...what i thought or felt....if anything....school hasnt started yet so right now i have nothing to say

[xXxAnG.eLaxXx]

That's a great idea.

[dark2nightmare]

thanx Angela

[xXxAnG.eLaxXx]

You're welcome.

[dark2nightmare]

So today was the first day. August 21, 2008; a Thursday.

So I thought I was going to be late, but I got to the parking lot with half an hour to find a space. Which was good because there were like no spaces anywhere. I finally understand why people think its so hard to get a space.

So I go inside the building where my frist class is, which time to wait. I walked all the way around and realized that I didnt remember the room number. So I went and sat by some chick and looked at my schedual to see what room it was. Then I found the room, and sat on the floor across from the door, took out my iPod and listened to Basshunter. Then like pretty much everyone went inside, and we still had like 15 minutes before class started. So I listend to my iPod in "class" for like 5 minutes. I took it off for the last ten.

So as I was sitting there more people started showing up. This one chick sat by me, which was cool. So eventually the whole room was full of people. Then we started class, since it was the first day it was pretty boring. I dont know why but I felt like I couldnt breath, and like I needed to pee, and I couldnt sit still. I just felt uncomfortable.

Then we had to go around the room and introduce ourselves. Which I really hate doing, but yeah. Then the teacher just told us about herself. She is pregant and her baby is due next Friday. So its gonna be a weird year in her class, because shell probably be gone most of the time, because of her baby. But she has someone to teach if shes gone.

So then I went and walked around the campus, I went to see what people were watching on tv. But the tv was like muted, and all the people were just sitting around talking on their phones. So I looked like an idiot, but I left there. Went to get some water, and then I went to my favorite spot, and took out my iPod and listend to Basshunter, and drew in my sketch book, until it was time for my next class.

So it was like ten minutes until my next class. So I went in the building. And before I went in the room I took my iPod off. So yeah I went inside and reconized one person from Inks and Substrates last semister. I thought he was so hot, last semister, but this semister I just didnt really think he was. I dont know why, but I didnt. So then this guy walks into the room, and he sits like a chair away from me, and oh yeah hes pretty hot. I later found out that his name is Josh, or Jacob? But he likes to be called JB. So thats easy to remember. Theres another Tiffany in the class, too.

Anyways after the teacher was done talking, we went into the print work shop. We had this practice project to do. I was doing mine and then I got to step 3, I was about to read it; When the teacher says, "Your not suppose to draw that line." And Im just like what? But he thought I was on step 4. Anyways so then I was about to go on to step 3, when this lady in class just comes over to me and starts trying to explain what the teacher was talking about, and how your suppose to flip the paper a certin way, and Im just serisouly wanting to yell at her, to shut the fuck up and leave me alone. But of course I didnt. I just stood there like an idiot trying to understand what the hell she was saying. I felt like retarded or something, cause like...well I dont know why. But I did. So I finally just said that I just wanted to do this myself, and figure it out on my own. So yeah, anyways....After I finished it and made my folder thingy for the class. I went back into the room where she was, and she was just saying that she was just trying to help, so I said, I know but I just wanted to figure it out for myself, which was a lie, I dont know why I didnt just say, I had even read step 3 yet. Anyways so then after that I went back into the shop room and watched the last kid get his measuring right, which was JB, he seems like a pretty smart kid though, so different from me. But funny. Anyways the teacher figured out that his glass on the light table was loose, and that was the problem.

So then the class was over. I walked after the other Tiffany, and asked her if shed ever seen scrubs, and she said she had. So I aaked her if shed seen the episode where there were two JDs, and they were like, hey #1, hey #2...so I said we should do that, and she was like it wouldnt be worse then my kindergarden class. So she might be a kindergarden teacher, shes also married. And she was talking to Austin mostly, who is the guy I liked last semister. Now I just dont see him as that cute or anything. Weird huh?

So tomorrow I got math class and thats it. So it shouldnt be too bad.

[dark2nightmare]

So day 2 was, August 22, 2008; a Friday. I only had one class today, which was Math, or College Algebra.

So I left the house with an hour to get there, park, and find the class room. So when I got to the parking lot I still had half an hour. Which was good because, once again the parking lot was full. I had to park by the Graff Hall again.

So after I parked, I walked to the building where my class was. But once again I forgot what the room number was and what floor it was on. So I went and sat in a chair and looked at my schedual. It said it was on the 3rd floor, in room 360. So I went to the elevator, which had just gone up. I waited for the elevator, when this guy I had seen around campus last year, was waiting too. Last year I thought he was kinda hot, but really dorky. Plus I thought he was married, cause I would see him get out of his car with this fat woman. So I figured that was his wife. Still I thought he was hot. Anyways so the elevator came and we got in. I hit the button for the 3rd floor. And he didnt hit another button so I figured he was going to the same floor, obvisouly.

Then when we got to the 3rd floor he walked down the hall and I went into the bathroom. I wanted to look at my hair, which looked like crap. Ever since I dyed it black again, I cant get it to do what I want.

Anyways then I left the bathroom, and saw there was a class inside the room already. So I sat on the floor near the door, and listened to Basshunter. Then eventually the door was opened and everyone started to go inside. I went and asked the chick I was sitting by in the hall way if I could sit by her. She just gave me this weird look, like ...O.o someones talking to me ...not in a bad way, but like in a weird way, she might be def or something or she could just be like me, ignored...or antisocial...or something. So I sat by her anyways, pretty soon the teacher showed up.

I understood what he was saying for the most part. We took notes and went over a few things. Yeah boring.

Eventually the class was over and I left. Went to my car, and drove home.

When I got home I went and did my math homework. At frist it was pretty easy, but then I was like I dont get this ahhhhhh! But then I just looked up the answers in the back of the book, and wrote them in. Hehehe ;D But then after those few I was getting it again, and finished in an hour!

Then I went to do this stupid tutorial thing that my Geography teacher assigned us. It took me 3 hours and I wanted to die durring it, because it seemed stupid. But I finished, now its Saturday, and I have nothing to do.

[dark2nightmare]

It is: August 25, 2008, a Monday. So today was weird. I got up and eat cereal, and watched the family fued and the price is right. So I was doing that and then my mom comes downstairs and says, that she needs to go somewhere and I have to come pick her up and stuff. So Im like well I need to go to the library at 12 so if you want to go then you better get ready. I still had to get ready too.

So I got ready, I didnt have time to wash my face, or just about anything. So I went up and got everything in my car. Then my mom took my dads car to this place, I didnt know where it was, and I needed to go to the library. My mom got in my dads car and drove away. So I didnt know where she went, but she said the place she was going was right next to the library. I didnt see my dads car anywhere, so I just went into the library and did what I needed to do. Then my mom walks in the library, while Im priting out all my stuff. So then we left and got in my car. We had to go to the truck yard where my dad works to get moms car. So we did that. Then she got in her car and drove home and I drove to school.

So when I got to school I found a space. Realized I was way too early, so I got my computer and just went inside. I walked all the way around the building, when I realized that there was no where to sit. So I went back to where I had walked in the building and sat over there, with out an outlet. And I watched Rushmore. I love Rushmore, but I didnt get to watch the whole thing. Plus while I was sitting there FINALLY realizing how it was a comedy. I was chuckeling a bit to myself, and I think this guy who was sitting on the same couch was like making fun of me, and to this other kid who was sitting on the other couch.

Also when I was looking for a place to sit, I saw these 3 guys from High School, they werent nice to me then, but they werent mean to me, or my face anyways. But as I walked by they pretty much just shut up, I don't know why, but as I turned the corner I head one of them say, why didnt you ever go out with her? Who knows who they were talking about I dought it was me.

So then I went to my car and got my stuff for math class. Then I went to the building its in, then to the elevator, and then to the hall, then to the door, cause the other class was still in there.

So I sat in the floor and my book the Somminium (might have spelled that wrong too tired to look atm) So then eventually I went into the room, and some girl like sat a chair away from me, eventually I need to talk to someone. I really need new friends. Anyways all that happend besides that, in math, was we took notes, he gave us an assignment + a worksheet.

So then I went downstairs and outside, but then I realized that I had some time before Speach class, so I went back inside to do my math homework. But as I was doing it, I just didnt understand it at all. So then I looked at the clock, and I didnt have time to go to the academic lab. So I just went to my car, and got my stuff for speach class. Then I went to class, and sat down.

Speach class was mostly full of guys. There were only like 5 girls in the whole class, untill over half way through the class some lady showed up. So theres 6, girls out of like 20 something students. So theres mostly guys. It was a pretty boring class, we had to go around and introduce ourselves. Thats about it. I found out that there is one other person in the class that is doing graphic design also. But Ive never seen him before then, and he seems like hes not really interested in me anyways.

So then after that was over, I had a little over half an hour before my next class, so I went and got my math stuff. An went to the acidemic lab, for help. They found a really interesting problem with one of the questions on the worksheet. Like it had a typo, or its just suppose to just not work or something. Anyways tomorrow Im gonna go to school early so I can get help with it.

So then after that, I only had about 10 to 20 minutes to get back downstairs, and outside to my car, and over another building, and down the hall to the next room, for my graphic design class, or page layout class, im just calling it graphic design. Anyways there are like 3 goth guys in that class one of which is extreamly hot. I hope he doesnt have a girl friend. So the teacher just rambled on and on and on, it was so boring, we didnt even really get to do anything....but yeah. Then after that was over I got in my car, and drove to get chinese food, since my mom wasnt making dinner.

Anyways Im soooooooo tired. So night you all.

[dark2nightmare]

Oh also, in my graphics design class. There are two guys who were in my inks and substartes class last year. One of them I kind of hung out with before class, the other one is really old and oddly shaped. But hes a nice guy. I just wish I could remember either of thier names.

[dark2nightmare]

So today is August 26, 2008, a Thursday. So the night before I was soooo tired that I didnt take a shower, or wash my face or anything. I woke up before my alarm clock around 6am ish and was like, I need a shower. I had plunty of time, so I go up and did that. Then after my shower I went back to sleep. Until around 9ish. Cause I wanted to leave at about 11 cause I needed help with my math homework cause I just like wasnt getting it.

So I go upstairs, to find something to eat. I realize my mom is awake and cooking bacon. I really wasnt in the mood to eat bacon, I was wanting something else, but I didnt know what. So I just ate the bacon anyways. I went downstairs with my bacon sandwhich, and I watched the daily show with jon stewart. then I took my plate upstairs. and realized that my package from Leah was there. So I thought, oh crap! My mom got it before me! But I just waited until she was in the other room or something and grabbed it and took it down stairs, and opened it. I was sooo excited! ;D I took it out and put it on and watched to colors change and stuff, it was sooo cool. THANX LEAH!

So then I just watched the daily show, and the colbert repore. Then Iafter the colbert repore was over, I started brushing my teeth, and washing my face. So then I picked out my clothes. After that I watched Dave Attell doing stand up. Hes like my favorite comeidian. I laughed soo hard. ;D

So then I watched some other comeidian and put on my shoes, and got my books together. After that, another comeidian was coming on Lewis Black, I love him too. But I had to go so I could watch him.

So I went upstairs to find my mom, cause while I was upstairs earlyer she said she needed me to go with her to pick up her car or something. But she wasnt there. So I was like WTH?! So I went up to the place where she said she needed to go. But I didnt see her there. So then I went back by the house to see if she came back. But she didnt, so I was just like, WTH?! So I just went to school. I was driving along, and I saw the light ahead was green, I knew it would change to yellow soon, so I gunned it. But I was too late and it changed to red. But I went anyways, nothing happend, and I didnt get a ticket. Im lucky.

So I kept going until I got to school. So when I got there, I looked for a parking space. Once again there was like nothing. But I found one, waaaaay in the back. So I circled around and came back to it. And parked, first try was a little crookid, but then I straightend it out and stuff. So I parked ok.

Then I checked to see how much time I had before my first class. I still had like an hour and a half. So I went up to the acidemic lab, for help with my math homework, again. So when I got up there, first thing I noticed was, this dude had brought his son with him. The kid was playing somewhat quietly with a car. So then I just sat at the 130 table, eventhough it was pretty full. I wasnt going to sit at 050, no way! I worked too hard not to have the honor! ;D So I did some probelms myself at first, but then I was like wait a minute wtf? So I had to ask like 3 or 4 questions. Then I went back to doing the work on my own. Then I looked at the clock, and I had 15 minutes to get to class. So I had to leave. So I went and signed out, I had like 3 problems left. So I figured Id come back later.

Then I went downstairs and outside, and the building across the way, and down the hall, and into the room. I still had ten minutes before class started, and I was bored. So I took out my book, Sommium (I still dont know the spelling ) So I read it, as more and more people started coming in. Eventually the teacher showed up, she was a little late, but no one cares. So yeah that class was really boring. Just sat there and took notes. Boooring. But after class was over I had to ask her about the tutorial thingy. Cause it looked like it enrolled you in a class when you did it, and I really dont want to be enrolled in another class. But yeah she explained it just dose that, when ever you do the tutorial. So I was happy about that ;D

Then I went back to the acidemic lab, for the last of my math homework. There was a different guy in there, that helped people. I had like one question, heres what the problem looked like: X^3 < 4 ....so since it was cubed I was just like woah wtf?! But he helped me and I got it. I didnt have time to stay and finish. So I had to leave, but I was almost done, I just had half of the last problem to finish.

So then I went down stairs, and walked across the street, and down the hall to my next class. When I went inside there were still some people there from the last class. Maybe next time Ill wait outside, since there were still 10 minutes before class. Plus that guy JB is always sitting alone outside the room waiting for class to start. Maybe I should hang out with him or something. So then I just like sat there like an idiot, but I was happy.

Eventually everyone left, and our class started. So today I met Chad. Hes pretty hot, hes like really goth and stuff. ;D Might try to ask him if hes ever been to the GroundXero place here sometime, and this one chick who was there last time, when he wasnt here, I wish I had sat by her, cause she looks soo cool. Like really punk. ;D

Anyways the teacher gave us another practice sheet thingy to do measuring with. So yeah I was like totally lost, and had to ask like a million questions. But I finished before I left. JB and I were the last people to leave.

So then I just went back home. I asked my mom what happend to her this morning. She explained that she had to take the dogs to the vet, and she just called her friend to take her and the dogs. So yeah, it was all good. Then I ate food, finished my math home work, and watched tv. Now Im typing this.

So thats all, it wasnt a bad day today at all.

[dark2nightmare]

OOOOOOOH! Also, all day I watched my mood ring change from blue (relaxed) to amber (nervous)

And when I came home, my mom was on the phone with my brother. Its his birthday today, it was weird talking to him, cause hes so different. The whole time we were in school and stuff, I always felt more mature than him. But now I dont, and I just go...whoa what happend?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ROB!

In away Im jealous, that hes like out there living his life and stuff, cause I just feel stuck here. Sux! But yeah, anyways, thats it.

[dark2nightmare]

>.< all the above was a Tuesday, not Thursday...gah!

[dark2nightmare]

Well today was awful. Well I just one park I guess.

So lets start at the begining. I got up and had cereal, while watching comiedians on tv. Brushed my teeth. Then put on my socks and shoes. Then changed my clothes, when I realized that I still hadnt washed my face. So I washed my face, but got my shirt all wet. So I had to change my shirt.

Then I got in my car, and backed out of the drive way. But the garage door opener, wouldnt close the garage door. So I had to circle the block so I could park, walked back inside to tell my mom it wasnt working. So she got me the one out of my dads car. I put it in my car, told my mom bye, and drove to school.

On the way to school, I tried this thing, where I put my hands in a triangle, and concentrated on the light, and said yellow to green let it be seen. I kept doing that at every light and it seemed to change every time I did that.

So then when I got to school there were no parking spaces anywhere, again. So I had to park in the very back by the far building again. So then I walked inside, I thought I only had like ten minutes to get to class. So I was walking pretty fast.

One of the people walking ahead of me was, this girl I knew since I moved here. We used to be pretty good friends. But when one of our friends moved away, we just kinda drifted apart. But she still said Hi to me, and I said Hi to her. So I was walking down the hall way, and some guy was yelling at his friends something about one of them not being invited to his birthday party, anymore. So something, I dont know. As I walked by, I noticed those same guys from school again. This time I think they said to me, You think they will be your friend. I pretended not to notice and kept walking. So I went to the elevator.

There were lots of people by the elevator. So we all got in, and went to the 3rd floor. Then at the 3rd floor I went over to the door. And checked my schedual to see if I was suppose to be there. I wasnt.

So I went back down stairs and outside, to my favorite spot on campus. I started to read my book Somminum. But then I remembered that I still needed to read that chapter from my Speach book. So I went back to my car to get it, and then back to there, and read it. I only got through a little over half of it. So then I had to go back up to the 3rd floor and to class.

But when I got there, there was still time before class. So I sat on the floor. There was only one person there waiting. So I asked him if had finished the worksheet. He said that he did, and I was telling him about how the 3rd problem dosent factor. He was kinda amazed by that I guess.

But when more people showed up. They were saying that like they didnt get some of the problems on the worksheet, so I was like which ones. Of course I was ignored, and the guy I told, told him that I figured out that #3 wasnt factorable. The guy that I told about it, gave me this look like HAHA I don't know! When he was saying that. Hes pretty nice, always speaks up in class too. I think he might be gay though. But what do I care if hes gay? Hes nice to me. So the guy, that he was talking to about what I said, turns around and gives me this look, like wtf do you know. I dont know what he was really thinking, but thats how it made me feel. But then I just explained that like #3 just wasnt factorable, I felt so smart by that. ;D

Also this one girl didnt understand how to do the last problem that: x^3 < 4 , problem. So when we go into the class room I explained to her how to do it. So I was feeling good, like YAY I KNOW WHAT IM DOING, kinda feeling.

But when the teacher got into class, he annouces that he screwed up on the worksheet. But that #1, wasnt factorable also. Which I didnt notice...so I felt dumb again. Also when I felt off somethings on the answers.

Anyways the rest of that class was really boring. Like we just took notes, which if I went and looked at them, wouldnt make since. So after class, I went to the acidemic lab, to work on my homework. I think Im going to make a habbit out of that. To go there right after class, everyday.

So I go in there and start working. I noticed one of the helper guys in there, from last year. It was weird when I had questions when he would answer them. He was just I don't know, the way he acted was odd, but if I remember correctly. He was like that last year too.

So then I looked at the time, and I had to go to Speach class. I knew that I was going to have to give a speach in there today. But I didnt know what on. So he finally gave us the topic which was to talk about a driving experiance. So I knew what I was going to talk about, was the time me and my dad almost got crushed by a semi. But I really didnt want to go, and say anything infront of people.

So lots of people went, time passed. Finally near the end of class, I got up and said my little story. I was nevorous as hell! I said the same thing like 3 times maybe. Then I didnt really make awhole a lot of since in the middle. But then near the end I was shaking. Litterally shaking! So as I was walking back to my seat, my knees were shaking, and I wanted to cry. But I sat in my seat, and then class was over.

I had to get out of the room as fast as I could. I ran down the stairs. I walked very quickly across the whole freaking campus to my car. I breathing really hard, and in a weird way, I was looking down the whole time and felt like I was going to collapse, like I couldnt breath. I felt like I was going to cry. When I did look up I saw a guy I had the same math class with (050). He looked at me like what happend to you. I serisouly felt that I looked like something horrible had just happend to me, but all I did was have to get up in front of strangers and speak. Maybe I have such a bad problem with public speaking, cause I normally dont talk to hardly anyone.

So I finally made it to my car. I looked at my mood ring, and it said I was RELAXED?! I was like wtf?! I am not relaxed! So then I looked to see what time it was, and it was like about 5 something, I didnt have class until 6 so I really needed to pee and to be alone. So I went to the bathroom, in the building where my next class was. I sat there and I just cried. I litterally cried, because I gave a SPEACH! WTH is wrong with me ...So then I realized I was the only one in the bathroom. So I looked at my iPod to see what time it was. I still had half an hour before my next class. So I went back to my car.

I sat with my door open, and ate my sandwhich, that my mom made for me ...I calmed down. But then I looked at my iPod, and I only had ten minutes to get to class. So I locked up my car, and went to class. I sat down, and I realized that really hot goth guy in the class was sitting a chair away from me. So then I logged into the computer. I should have talked to him or something. I really think I should. I mean he is hot.

The teacher just droned on about InDesign. Blah blah blah. Boring Boring Boring. So then we took a break. I went and got a drink. Came back. Then the teahcer was still droning on and on. Blah blah blah. Finally he gave us an assignment. And oh boy is it stupid. We have to design a bussiness card. But we have to use the rubber ducky thing. Its just dumb really. I was the second to last one to leave. But we get to work on it again, next Wednsday. So then I left and drove home, got stuck behind some idiots. But yeah.

Oh and todays date is: August 27, 2008, a Wednsday.

[dark2nightmare]

So today, was fail. Today is, August 28, 2008, a Thursday.

So today I actually woke up hearing my alarm clock go off. So I turned it off, and went back to sleep. Then an hour later I got up and took a shower. Then went back to bed for an hour. Then got up and watched comiedians again and ate creal. This time Jon Stewart, was doing stand up. I had never seen him doing stand up before. I used to have a huge crush on him though.

So then I got my clothes picked out, washed my face, brushed my hair, and brushed my teeth. Watched some MadTv. Then got my books together, and changed my clothes. Somewhere during this time I noticed that Jazmine (one of my dogs), had thrown up or had dieriah, on the carpet, again...So I told my mom I dont know whats wrong with her, the vet said before that she had worms, cause she wasnt eatting. So then we gave her and the other dogs worm medicen, but now shes throwing up, and having dieriah. So I dont know whats wrong with her.

So then as I was walking up stairs. And I smelled food. So I was like WTH?! Why is my mom cooking? So then I go up stairs, and shes making burgers. So I say, why are you cooking? An she says, I was making you something before you leave. So I say, well I dont have time to eat right now. Plus I wasnt hungery, and deffenately didnt want meat. So I go outside to put my bag in my car, and then I realized I dont have my cds. So Im putting my bag in my trunk, and my mom comes outside to say bye to me, and shes on the phone. Im like what what, cause shes trying to hug me. An shes like, Im just telling you bye, and Im like Im not leaving yet. An shes like ok ok...Im sorry your mad right now, and Im like wth.....

Anyways so I go back inside, downstairs, and to my room. I grab my cds, and go back upstairs. And say good bye to my mom. I get in my car, and start backing out of the driveway. And my dads and moms cars are like waaaaay too close to my car, and Im like I dont have enough room, so I pull forward, and then go back into reverse, and get out of the driveway.

I had put in The Audition, to listen to on the way to school. So Im driving to school, some cars are so slow. This time I left at noon, cause I didnt have too many questions to ask about math, so I figured I could go to the acidemic lab after my first class, and ask them there.

So I get to school, and I realized had been flowing this jeep like ever since Willard. So I started thinking, if they think that Im like stalking them or something, I wasnt, I was just going the same way. So they pull into the same parking lot, so I was still following them. Eventually, I gave up on that parking lot, and went to the same one I had been parking in. So I went there, and there was like no places there this time. I luckly found one there, I had to circle back to get in it. But I did get in it.

Then I looked at the time, and I had around half an hour before class. So I went over to the building where my first class was. I was early, so I sat on the floor and read Somnium, and listend to Basshunter. Eventually it was time for class.

So I went inside and sat down, a lot of people were gone that day. Its geography class. We have to write a paper about going to a country, its not due until November, sometime. So we had to draw numbers, to who got to pick their countries first to last. I got number 7 ;D So when it was my turn I picked Luxembourg. I did a thing on that country, when I was in French in High School so it shouldnt be too hard, to do. So then the rest of that class we had to take notes. Boring...

So after that, I went to the acidemic lab, for help with math. When I went in there, I noticed one girl was there from my class. Also Amelia was there, she said Hi to me, again, and I said Hi back. She was sitting at the 050 table, and I was like No way shes in 050! Cause in High School she was so smart. She was in college algebra in high school, when I was still in geometery. Anyways that was weird. So I asked my first question. Turns out what I did wrong was I forgot a 2 when I set up the problem.

But the second one, was a bit more complex than that. I had to have two people help me. ;D That happens a lot when I go there. Makes me feel good So then, after they helped me, they helped the other girl in my class with the same problem.

So then after that it was time for print class. So I went downstairs, and outside. I walked all the way to the other side of the campus. Then when I got there I was like, hmmm no ones waiting for the door to open. I thought that JB kid would be there. But it was just people in I guessed GDT2, basically. So yeah then I went inside the room. I realized that JB had moved where he sat. I dont know why though.

So eventually class started. The teacher handed out stuff, and said we have new assignments, and pratice projects, excetera. So then he wanted us all to come to the dark room, so we could see how the, OMG I dont know what it was. But yeah, so I was like lost. So then I just went and started the practice thing.

But then I was like I think I should do the Project 1 thing, instead, which is the thing in the dark room. So I went and got all the stuff and went inside the dark room. Most of the class was in there, like just goofing around. And Chad said Welcome to the fun room. When I came inside, so yeah, that was cool. So I stayed in there, and everyone was just I dont know talking and stuff. So I was just like OMG I dont know what to say?! So I just stayed quiet.

Eventually though I did talk to some people, mostly about classes and stuff. This was when I realized that, me, Chad, and this other girl in the class I dont remember her name are all in the same graphics class. So awesome. Then it was finally my turn to do the project thing. And Chad showed me like exactally what to do. ;D But I will say that he was showing everyone what to do. I dont think he likes me that much. Or maybe he does....I dont know.... But yeah, Chad is another hot goth guy. ;D

So after I was done with that I went back to work on the pratice thingy. This was when I learned that I was using the wrong paper size. So I had to start all over again. But now I kept screwing up. I kept measuring wrong, and measuring wrong. I was getting frustrated. I didnt know what was wrong with me, just kepted screwing up. So finally I did one, close enough to being right. Then I moved on to the second part. Then I was like ok its time to go, Im out of here. So I left.

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ohhh also, before i was leaving the parking lot. i think the guy in the car behind me, was one of those guys that i think were making fun of me those one days...

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oh but also i want to say that i left him in the dust!