school journal

[dark2nightmare]

So I didnt write about yesterday...so here it is....

Date is: Septemeber 16, 2008; a Tuesday.

So I dont remember my morning tuesday so heres Ill fast forward to school.

In Geography, the sub dude was still there. For like 5 minutes, then the real teacher comes in, and says that were suppose to have a test today. Which is bullshit. Cause I mean there was a whole week there was no teacher! Then hes not really giving us any information. Now she comes back and its like we haven't learned anything and she wants us to take a test? BULLSHIT! So she like dosent have notes or anything to tell us really...some people walked out of class. So I serisouly just sat there and drew Hitler. Hey he was playing guitar and saying I wanna rock!

So then I left there and walked around outside, not sure where to go or what to do. So I went into the building where my next class was and looked for a place to sit in there....there wasnt one, but I didnt find a secret place that I didnt know about.

So I just walked back outside and sat in my favorite spot, behind this wall in an alley way like thing, so nice and cold in there against the cement! ;D So I sat there and didnt have my sketch book so I tried to draw SNAPE from memory, but failed. So I just sat there, then I saw Rachel walk by. She waved to me. So then I got bored and walked back into the building.

I didnt see her or anyone. So I just went and got a drink. Then I came back to the front of the building and I saw Chad walking down to the room. So I followed him.

Then it looked like he was unsure about going inside or not. So I asked him if he thought we could go inside yet. He said sure why not, lets go inside. Or some varryation of that. So we went inside, and sat down.

I was talking to him for awhile. ;D It was good, but I found out that he has a GF! So oh well, I was liking Matthew better anyways. Then Rachel comes inside the room, and she starts talking, then theres like 2 different conversations going on, so I just was lost bettween the two of them.

Then the other Tiffany and JB walks in, and hes telling her that last time when she was gone we all went to Star Bucks cause, she is always wanting to go in that class. Anyways so Mr.Conaway comes in....and then we all conveniced the other Tiffany that we did go to Star Bucks. So the she belives it.

Then we all just went to the compy lab, I sat alone this time. But just because I cant sit in the front and stuff, bugs me. So then I just worked on the project 5A. But then JB and Racheal went into the print shop to strip project 4. But I just sat there, but eventually I went there too. But of course as soon as I went in they left. ...Anyways....

Then I left cause I was just like, ok wtf do I put on a flyer? I don't know....

So I guess that shirt might just be lucky....Ill try to wear it (the next time I have printing) {the day after} tomorrow and see what happens.

[dark2nightmare]

So today eh....date is: September 17, 2008; a Wednsday.

So today I was wanting to go to school early so I could finish the review for math class. But I didnt want to get up. So I just layed there. Then my alarm clock went off. So I turned it off, and went back to sleep.

Eventually it was 11 and I had to get up. I flipped through the channels and setteled on the first epi of Project Runway. I hadnt seen it so yeah. Then I just watched it, and was like wtf! I need to get out of here, I didnt do anything but change my clothes and get my books and brush my hair. But I still watched it, maybe tv is mind controll.

So then I got my stuff and went up stairs. I walked outside and to my car. My mom and aunt were having a garage sale. I told my aunt that I was leaving cause I didnt see my mom anywhere.

So I got in my car and I was sick of listening to the cd I made so I wanted to listen to the other one, but it wouldnt play! Which pissed me off. So I just listend to the other cd.

I drove to school. I didnt even try the first parking lot, I just went to the second one, and there was a space. So I parked, got my stuff out, and walked over to the building. I thought I didnt have enough time to go to the acidemic lab, so I just went to class. But there was no one there. I looked at my iPod and I still had half an hour so I went to the acidemic lab anyway.

In there, there were only two tutor dudes. So I got all my stuff out and just had lost of questions so I raise my hand. But the dude sitting next to me had raised his hand first. So when the tutor guy came over I was going to help me first, but I said, he had a question first.

So he helped him. Then he got to me. An I will just say this, hes soooooooooooooooo cute! ;D So I was all smilely and laughing. Cause he is so cute. So yeah he was very cute and very helpful. But I thought I didnt have a lot of time before class started, and it would annoyee me when he would put his head down and just well I dont know what he was doing, but when ever he did that I could see the hair coming out of his nose, which was kinda gross...but he still looked so cute, I wanted to like pet his head. ;D

But still I was stressed cause he like would do that for what seemed like forever. But then the guy in my math class that I talk to sometimes showed up, and he said it didnt start until 2...I just had like the times screwed up with my Geography class...

So I stayed there until I got it all done.

So I went to class and there were lots of people waiting to go inside, I was at first going to sit in the hallway by the chick that I sit by in class, but the I sat by the guy that was in the acidemic lab. He didnt say anything to me, which makes me think ok so he dosent really like me that much.

So then people started going into class. So I went and sat down. I felt like I should have something to say to Jessica but I didnt I couldnt think of anything.

So I sat there in scilence for what seemed like forever. Then the teacher came in and I was actually relieved. We got the quiz back and I only missed one point on the whole thing! It was awesome, I thought I did worse than that! I serisouly just guessed on one and that was the one that I lost one point on. So that was pretty boring. We just went over the review, and boy was I glad I did it. Cause he had me do the first problem. Which I did right at least. ;D (Plus the other day in that class we went over a quiz and I corrected him! So I think he was happy about that) So yeah that class wasnt too bad really.

So then I didnt know what to do and I was bored so I went for a walk to my car. I walked over there and sat in my trunk (YES MY TRUNK!) so I just sat there awhile, so then I wanted to walk around listening to Im too sexxy. So I put my head phones on and walked around listening to it. I saw this guy I sorta know named Alex, and I said to him Hi Alex, while trying not to laugh cause that song while walking down the side walk is kinda like a catwalk, and well Alex is noooooo runway model. So I did that and just kept trying not to laugh but it was hard. ;D

So then I was walking to Speach class. I saw Katie sitting there and I went to talk to her. I started talking about McCain. She says shes for McCain. AHHHHHHHHHHHHH! Oh well.....so I just like talking to her and stuff, even helped her with her math. ;D

So then I went to class. I sat there in scilence for what seemed like forever. But then the teacher came in, it was pretty boring. We just watched another lame movie and listend to the teacher talk, he gave us another assignment. An we got our quiz back I think I got a C? 12 out of 15? Oh I got a B! So not bad. Also we have to give speaches on Wednsday, an Intro speach....I don't know wtf Im gonna do yet.

So then I just like didnt know what to do, so I went to see if Katie was still sitting there, and she wasnt, so I just walked to my car. I got my hoodie and put it on, cause its always so cold in that class. So I just walked back inside and sat there and did nothing...Racheal went to her concert today (well not hers, but she went to one). So I just sat there and was like no one is coming to class today I bet.

But then Matthew showed up! ;D I was nervous to see him though because of the dream I had. But I still wanted to talk to him, but I didnt know what to say. So I just sat there like an idiot. But we did talk a little, I remembed he said he liked my shirt, A7X, I told him that I didnt really like them that much... but then he went to get a drink. He didnt come back forever, then this one olderish kinda chick sits by me and I start talking to her. I felt bad for her cause she seems so lost....

So then the teacher was telling people to come into class. But Matthew still didnt come back yet. so I didnt know if I should wait for him or take his stuff inside for him or what. I figured it was best to leave his stuff there, cause then he wouldnt know what happend to it all. But yeah I just went to class, and left his stuff there. But when he came into class he looked confused. But he said it was because of the big dude isnt in this class and confused him. ;D

So yeah he sat down, but before he did he like walked into my chair, like he bumbed it....it was like he did it on purpose but Im not sure. But it felt just like it felt when he grabbed me in the dream I had. ;D Strange huh?

So then class started and it was boring, I zoned in and out. Then we did craticts again. This time I felt like I should speak up, like maybe saying something or not saying something was part of your grade...So yeah.

It was weird though, cause this one older guy in the class he did one that was like with a solider with a gun looking like he was gonna kill someone, but then someone brought up the point that its not really family. But then he said that is family, thats my son. Then everyone just shut the fuck up.

So yeah, when we got to mine, there wasnt really anything bad anyone had to say about it. ;D The teacher didnt have anything bad to say about it either. But then when I looked at the grade....I got 87.... AHHHHHHHHHHHH! So I asked some other people what they got, one lady that answered said she got like a 96....I dont know what one was hers though....but that just pissed me off...

So then we went over more stuff on the program and that was really boring....then we got a new project, and Im just uninspired.... Its a flyer for a CHURCH TRIVA NIGHT....so uninspireing..... Im thinking of just getting all kinds of crazy ass fonts and using that.... ;D

[dark2nightmare]

So today wasnt too bad. Todays date is: September 18, 2008; a Thursday.

I got up and didnt really want to go to school, but I knew I needed to get to school a little early so I could study for my Geography test. But I didnt......

I got up too late, then I took a shower cause I really needed one. So then I just changed my clothes brushed my hair and left.

So when I got to school I went to the first parking lot and thought I wouldnt find a space...but I did. ;D Which was good because I didnt have a lot of time to find one.

So I went to class, and there were only 9 minutes before class. I didnt even try to study, because there was no time. But that class is really pissing me off....because the kids in there are bitches that just complain about how the teacher is being a bitch...which she sorta is.....but still I think next week things will be back to normal....

So then the teacher walks in and we have to take the test. So she passes them out. The test was pointless, I didnt know anything on it. But I serisouly didnt care.

I just did whatever and turned it in, and left. I still had 2 hours until my next class. So I had nothing to do, for two hours, so I put on my iPod and walked all the way around campus. It was nice. I saw a bunch of things I had never seen before. The campus is bigger than I knew. So then I was starting to get sweaty. So I went inside and sat on a couch. I lied down and fell asleep for awhile. I kept checking my iPod for the time, but I did sleep a little. So then there was like 19 minutes before class so I check my hair in the bathroom it looked like crap but not too horrible. So then I went to class.

I sat there for awhile and did nothing. Then Chad comes in, then Racheal comes in and were all talking about the other class. So then the other Tiffany and JB come in. Then Dani comes in, and Mr.Conaway. So then he starts class and wants us to go into the dark room to print out some stuff. It had to be comepleately dark in there, so it was weird. Dani left, then JB and the other Tiffany left. Then Chad left and Racheal wanted to leave and I didnt want to be left alone in there. So I left too.

But Mr.Conaway said that when the film goes into the (I forget the machines name) you can turn the lights back on. So thats good. I just hope that I never have to go in there alone ever again.

So then I just went and sat in the compy lab all the rest of class. I was "working" on my project 5A. I was finished before I left. But I never sent it through. So I just left, I hope other people will be ready next week.

So tomorrow I have my math test. I hope it wont be tooo horrible.

[dark2nightmare]

ooooooooooooooo also, while I was in the compy lab we all talked about polotics....i said i was still undecied, which is somewhat true, but somewhat not true.....the teacher is more for McCain, and I was affraid to say I was more for Obama....but yeah oh well...the thing about it is, Austin, he was there at the begining of class and stoped coming, Mr.Conaway was saying that JB and him were just talking about Pailn, and Austin goes, your making me sick....and left....I guess he never came back....but still thats stupid to not go to class just because the teacher has different poltics than you....

[dark2nightmare]

TODAY SUCKED! Today's date is: September 19, 2008; a Friday.

So I got up around 11ish....ate some doughnuts and drank orange juice yummy! Then I brushed my teeth and washed my face and changed my clothes and brushed my hair. But then I didnt like what I was wearing so I changed my clothes. Then I grabbed my stuff and went upstairs.

My mom and aunt were still having their garage sale. My mom was like its gonna be hot today, cause I was wearing long sleves. So I was just like, so..... Then I left.

But I saw my dog in the neighbors yard so I went and got him and brought him back home. So embarassing ....

Then I just drove to school. When I got to the first parking lot there was a space in the back so I parked there. I checked my iPod as I was getting my stuff out of the trunk. I still had half an hour before class, so I put my head phones on and listend to Maralyon Manson. I walked to the building and to the elevator and to the door. So I sat against the wall and like looked over the review for the test. Then the door was open so I just sat in there and listend to the music, and looked over my notes. There were still a few minutes before class but the teacher walked in so I took off my iPod and put it away. An put away my notes cause he was passing out the test.

So the first question was hard...I didnt understand the directions...so I just moved on. Then I got through the next 3 problems ok, but then I turned the page and was like wtf.....I dont get it, what am I suppose to do....so I just did what I did on the problem before it.

Then the next few problems were easy. Then I got to the last problem, and the teacher was like you have 2 minutes left. So there were 3 parts to the last problem...so I did the graph, then I found the local maximum value and the local minimum value but then it said to find where it increases and decreasses....but I ran out of time....

So I didnt finish the 3rd part of it...and the first problem...

But this weekend I need to study for my printing test...and I need to work on my speach for speach class...and I need to work on my paper for geography...and I need to work on my flyer for graphics class..... Sooo much to do so little time...

[dark2nightmare]

Today was interesting to say the least.
Date is September 22, 2008; a Monday.

So I couldnt sleep last night cause I was affraid of this thing I found out about Diseny. I dont know why but I was so scared I left my closet light and my tv on.

So I didnt sleep too well but when I woke up, my alarm clock hadnt gone off yet. So I decided to get up, then I flipped through the channels on tv. Settled for Little People Big World. Then I went upstairs and ate a doughnut and pizza. Then I found a note my mom left me, which said for me to buy lunch...and hair dye (should have said and batteries...but I forgot). So I took the money she left me. Then I went back downstairs and watched tv. But then What not to Wear came on, and I was still freaked out. So I just sat there and watched it. Then I brushed my teeth and my hair. Then I washed my face. And changed my clothes.

So I still had time before I had to leave. So I just sat around and watched What not to wear. Then I left.

I listend to Basshunter on the way to school. Then when I got to school there was a space in the very back. So I parked there. I still had half an hour before class but I didnt know what to do. So I just walked to class. On the way there I saw the dude from my math class, and I kind of ignored him, but he did this weird, HEY LOOK AT ME! *wave* So I just said hey...and got on the elevator. So when I got up there, no one was there. So I just sat there.

Then I pulled out my iPod and listend to it. But that was so boring. Then the dude showed up, then this other chick in the class. So I took off my iPod and talked to them about the test. Then the one chick, Jessica, who sits by me, showed up. So I asked her how she thought she did on the test. I dont recall what she said. Or what really anyone said.

So then we all walked in the class room. Then more people came in and then the teacher did. So he was like passing out the tests. Jessica got a 74... I got an 85 ....I thought I did worse than that. But there was on problem that the teacher did wrong. I would have done it right if I didnt get one of my pluses or minuses wrong.... But he did give me 2 points back ;D

So then I had a lot of time before Speach class. So I went to the acidemic lab. But I forgot to say why. Like when you walk in you have to sign in on the computer or something...yeah...so I had to walk back and do that. Then I walked in there and the 130 table had chemistry people at it. So I sat at the 040 105 table....

So the cute tutor guy was in there again. Last week I told Katie that I thought he was cute, and when I was walking into the whole place I saw him through the window, and he looked at me too...I dont know if he knows that I said hes cute, which he is...but I made me think...

Anyways sometimes I had questions and he didnt come over, to me....but then sometimes he did.... ;D Its so weird the way he helps people...he like gives a basic example of what your doing then applies it to the more complex problem your doing. He still had the hair coming out of nose, but not as much. Still very cute...But yeah one time I was like asking him for help, and he thought I had it, so he walked away, so I was like hey can you come back over here. ;D Which he did...at one point I looked up at the clock...and he was like staring at me.... Or it might be my paranoia saying he did...which I don't know...anyways....

So then I had to go to Speach class, but when I got up to go he was right behind me I almost bumped into him, hes just like thanks for coming in...or something...and I just said yeah bye. Hes so cute....

So then I went to Speach class. I was sitting there hoping the teacher wouldnt show up. But he did 1 minute late...darn.... So he just went over the homework and the speach we had to do.....and yeah.....boring.....

So then I went back to the acidemic lab, cause I didnt finish the math homework yet...so I figured why not.....So yeah the guy wasnt there....but I dont know the guy who helped me, ive seen him before....its so weird...its like, hes pretty cute...like in the face, and hes like as tall as me....but hes arm is a bit...well off...but hes still cute....

So then I just went to see what was going on before graphics class. I walked into the building where class was, and I see Matthew sitting there talking to this dude. So I walked over to him and hes like, you want to sit down, and I was like yes...So he moved his bag so I could sit. I talked to him and I guess his friend or whatever....about something...I dont know....

So then Matthews other friend comes over and sits down. So I was talking to him about random stuff. But I did found out somethings that I wanted to know about him. He smokes (menthols....eww), he drinks like menty stuff (gross)....thats all that really matters. But I did notice that he has the most perfect blue eyes ever. They were so blue, almost purple. But yeah, another thing is that, he might have a chick that he wishes was his girl friend or something.... Oh coruse he dose....So also found out hes a big time hacker computer guy. Also his parents pay for everything for him....but he dosent have a car so yeah....But ok so....Matthew is a kinda hot goth guy, but he smokes and drinks...which is what I figured....but yeah....I guess its impossible to find a guy that likes me is goth or hot and is straight edge too....impossible...

So yeah then we went to class...class was as boring as ever....the teacher went on and on and on....then we worked on our projects....I already know what hes gonna say about mine....too much color too many fonts...and no pictures.... But I really dont care....like I told Matthew, if someone wanted me to do that in real life I would tell them to get lost....

So thats it....interesting right?

[dark2nightmare]

So today was boring...
Todays date is: September 23, 2008; a Tuesday.

Ok so when I woke up today I didnt want to...up I did eventually. Then I was brushing my teeth, and my aunt is like, oh your mom wants you to turn on your computer or something cause hers isnt letting her post on cragslist,,,,but it was a more old person verison of that.... anyways I didnt know wth she was talking about...so then I just keep doing what I was doing, so then when I was done with that I went to look for my mom. She wasnt home.

Then I looked for my lucky shirt, I didnt see it anywhere...so I kept looking and looking...no lucky shirt.

So then my mom came home, so I went to ask her...then I found it..so then I was just like YaYnEsS ;D So I changed my clothes then I just went up stairs to talk to my mom about what my aunt said...so yeah she was wanting to use my computer cause the one upstairs wasnt working...then she said she would just use my email...and Im like WTH NO!!! So I convinced her to make a new email on google...the end of that...

So I got all my stuff together and went to school. But when I got there I realized I forgot my iPod. I felt so lost with out it...

But I just went to Geography. An I sat in the hallway for I don't know how long...then I just like...looked over stuff for the Printing test later today....So then after awhile...I see people going into the room, so then I walked in...then the teacher and more people came in....

She handed out the tests for chapter 1, and I did pretty good, got an 84 or something on it so I was happy, considering I didnt study for it.... Then we just took notes, my notes are shitty but I really dont care. Then as some people were leaving she said were having the test over chapter 3 like Thursday which is the next time we meet. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! What dose she think thats the only class we all have?!

Anyways...so then I just went to my car to see if...John called which he didnt. But on the way there I ran into Rachelle. Shes like saying shes going to the computer lab, and I was like ok well Im just going to my car then Ill be over in the building where class is...so she went her way and I went mine...

So I sat in the back of my car checking my messages, which I had none...So then I texted Leah, cause I was bored. So then I went inside and looked over the stuff for the printing test. I was still lost without my iPod. But I studied as best I could.

So then Rachelle comes back inside. An shes like well Im just gonna go down there and look over what I can... So I sat there for a few seconds more, then I went down there too.

Eventually Mr.Conaway started class, and he gave us 5 minutes to look over things. Then he passed out the test. I was doing pretty good I think on the first vocab thing. Then there was a diagram for the one machine in the dark room....I got all of that but 2 maybe... So then there were more vocab, which I think I did ok on....then more diagrams...this time over types of lights, and other machine things....most of which I left blank....then was the film diagram....I knew one had to be emulsion...but I thought it was the first one so I did that and turned it in....which apparently it was the second one...>.< ....

Anyways then I went in the compy lab and just worked on my flyer...then I did a little over half of practice sheet 6...good thing I was wearing my lucky shirt cause there wasnt enougth film to do the film stuff...so yay me! ;D So then I wanted to leave....but Mr.Conaway was like, nooo you need to work on the next project....I reallllly wanted to leave, but I just started a little on the next project...but not much....

So then I left...then when I came home...my mom gave me money to go get some food....so then my aunt cut my hair...my bangs are a bit short..... but yeah...

[dark2nightmare]

So wow its been awhile since I have written in here so heres what I remember from Wednsday. Which was, September 24, 2008.

So Wednesday...heres a basic rundown.

Math: boring took notes...w/e...

Speech: I gave a speech had to be taped, it sucked and I want to burn the tape....

Graphics: Finished my flyer and turned it in and left...Matthew wasnt there....

But also, random bits in bettween...

Before math, I was sitting in the hallway playing my game boy. So I talked to this dude that I talk to in that class sometimes and I asked him what his name was, he said Seth. Then we were talking about videogames and stuff.

Then after class I went to my car to practice my speech. Then when I got to class just the Chris was there so I talked to him a bit. Then this one chick comes in...and they talk...So yeah...you know the rest....

Then after that I went to the building where my next class was and then I just played my game boy. Some guy and some chick walked by...and they were like...did you see that girl playing that, thats so cool, its like atari now... ;D

So yeah that mostly its....ooooh except...this:

Ok so the Seth dude in my math class, I think he might be gay right? So this dude in my graphics class, Mat (not Matthew, 2 different guys) is gay. An before class he was saying like hes engaged to a guy, and he used to date Seth, and Mat also used to date Seth. So now Seth is all like pissed off cause they are together and he cant get over them or something or hes gealous...its so stupid, he should get over it...thats what I told him...but yeah...

So it makes me think if Seth is the same guy....plus Mat said Seth is bipolar.... ...ewwww....biploar people are so unforutane that they cant help the way they are, but it really alienates you too...so yeah dubble edge sword...

end

[dark2nightmare]

So heres Thursday...which was...25, September, 2008...

Ok basic rundown....

Geography: Test...

Printing: Stuff...

So in between randomness:

Got to school, almost late, had no time to study before Geography...so I think I failed the test...Talked to the one chick I sit by and the one dude who sits in front of us...Mostly about how I didnt study..but watched vids of Borat...

So then I went to the acidemic lab to work on my math homework, once again the tall tutor guy mostly helped me. Hes so cute...but he needs to trim those nose hairs... ...But there was one point when I had a question and neither of the tutors that were there looked like they wanted to help me which was rude.... But the guy helped me

Also at one point there was a dude there with a camera, and I hate cameras... It pissed me off...But I dont think I was on it...But yeah also about the tutor guy, sometimes he'll like lightly tap me on the shoulder... which most likely means nothing, or he'll whisper stuff...which is odd...I really feel like going in there one day and just saying YOUR SO CUTE, BUT TRIM YOUR NOSE HAIR...

Anyways so I only had 10 minutes to get to printing class....so I walked fast but made it...

Then I just went into the computer lab and like worked on a project in there, and then I went into the shop and had to redo practice sheet 6, which I sucked on one part of it bad but the rest were ok...and I got my test back, I got all the vocab right ;D But I mostly left all the other stuff blank...so I got a C- ...which is better than I thought I did...So yeah then I just left....

[dark2nightmare]

So today is September 26, 2008; a Friday.

So I went to school early today to finish my math home work, which I am glad I did. So when I got there there were lots of parking spaces. So I just parked and went to the acidemic lab.

The tall tutor dude (need to get his name) was there, along with the huge guy who acts weird when he helps people, and another tutor guy that Ive never seen before. So I go and sit down, and start working on stuff. Then Seth comes in there too. He like lightly tapped me on the shoulder when he came in. (Chris says that probably to get attention when guys do that, but I dont know.)

So yeah when I had questions the huge akward guy comes over to help me. An hes like trying to explain the problem to me and Im just like ahh...what...so yeah....Then after awhile Seth, I couldnt tell if he was looking at me or something behind me but it looked like he was, I still dont know if its the same Seth that Mat was talking about the other day, but if it was he looked like he was question if he was gay or not....which might mean that he likes me more than just a friend...but I don't know about him still...

Anyways Seth had a question which was the same question I just had. So yeah...then I was like saying here you can just use the same paper that you did with me. So yeah then Seth left. I had to finish one more problem so I did. Then I left.

So then I went to class, and everyone was waiting, no one really wanted to go inside.... But yeah we all did when the teacher showed up and was waiting to go inside too... But yeah we all had an odd conversastion before we went inside, Seth and some other people were talking about Shara Palin and how shes so dumb and stuff. So I was like saying how some one got her email adress and posted it on /b/ ....and everyone was confused about what /b/ ...is...so yeah I was just like, if you dont know what /b/ is you dont need to know...which I think really intreged Seth..he looked intreagured anyways....But you would think if he was intrested in me he would like umm talk to me after class or something...but oh well....

So yeah then we went to class...it was boring....I didnt understand what we were doing mostly...so yeah...then after class I went home...

[dark2nightmare]

So today wasnt too bad. Todays date is: September 29, 2008; a Monday.

So today I wanted to dress more like a girl, so I wore a skirt today. I ate some breakfast and washed my face and brushed my teeth. Then I changed my clothes, and went back to sleep. I woke up but it still wasnt time to go. So I just watched tv. Then it was finally time to go.

So I got all my stuff and went to my car. Then I just drove to school. When I got there the parking lot was pretty full. So I parked in the first space I saw. Then I got just my stuff for math, and went to class.

So when I got to the door. No one was there yet, except Seth and someother chick in the class. So today I asked Seth if he was gay. Hes not gay hes married and today was his 3rd year anniversary. I felt kinda weird that I did that but oh well I think hes ok...I hope....

So before class this one chick from the class that was in the room before like had all this candy she was giving away, I took some laffy taffy. ;D So yummyness! I think the nerdy dude who sits in the back was checking me out cause of how I was dressed today.

So yeah then in class I dont know what the fucking the teacher was talking about. We went over the home work we turned in. I understood that...or I thought I did...

Then we had a quiz which I totally bomed. I didnt do any of the homework from last week cause its not due until Wednsday. So yeah I did horrible on that quiz.

Then I went to the acidemic lab. The tall dude was there again, but he like never helped me today...he left before I did too...But this one chick who was in my english class last semister, talked to him a bit before he left...so I dont know if she knows him but shes pretty cool...anyways so during this I figured out how horrible I really did on the quiz....

Anyways so then I had like 20 minutes before Speech class...so I went to go get my books, which I really didnt need. But I went and got them anyways. When I got to my car, all my cards fell out of my bag...I had to knee on the ground to pick them all up (they are still in my trunk ) Then I walked to class...feeling dudes eyes on me.....

I walked up the stairs and nearly collapased...then I walked into the room and sat down and clamed down. So then the teacher was talking and stuff...so then some people gave their speeches. There was really only one speech I was interested in hearing. It was from Aaron, hes in a band and I knew his speech was gonna be awesome.

It was ok...but one thing he said was interesting to me. He was in Texas doing some shows and stuff...so I wonder if he met World Burns to Death. ... I might try to ask him next time I see him.

So then when that was over the teacher wanted to give like his opinon over what people did with their speeches. So yeah I was one of the last people to talk to him, he basically said I did ok for my first official speech... So thats good...something about my hair being in my face THATS MY STYLE! and that I said Umm a lot which I do... UMMM....

So then I just went to wait for graphics to start. I talked to this fat dude whos friends with Matthew...kind of a boring conversastion...hes not so into South Park as I am...and he has weird views on different things...but not like normal weird?

So yeah then Matthew shows up, yay! That made things better...I like Matthew better than him...but well...I dont know...Hes nice and funny...I made him laugh today...and he called me a lady. ;D Hes like saying how his friend there is gay or something, and hes all like why do you keep saying Im gay, and Im just like because your gay. So hes like the lady has a point there... ;D NIiIiCce....Plus Chad and Racheal were there Racheal was just standing there and Chad sat by me, I think cause of his bad back...poor Chad...

So then we went to class. The first thing we did was cratique everything....mine was the first to be cratiqued. There were really no comments on it...just people said it was like not really promoting the event....the teacher said it was a different take on the assignment..or something....but yeah...Casper, a guy in the class, said it made him feel like a rave or something...

But yeah I got a 96 on mine...and some chick got like a 70 something on hers...and like James the old guy in class he like took his back ground off the internet...and it was like some artists work, not his....which is plagerism...and he got 100 on it.

That really pissed off everyone...they were all like sitting in the back of the room in front of me...and they were all like talking about it...I was just like damn they dont care at all do they...

So yeah then everyone was working on the assignment and lots of people left. I was the last person to leave today. But the dude that everyone liked his the best...he like left right before me, and he held the door open for me. I was like thank you.

So yeah tomorrow is Geography and printing...should be interesting...

[dark2nightmare]

So today went by way to fast. Today's date is : September 30, 2008; a Tuesday.

So I didnt wake up until 15 minutes after I was suppose to leave. So I just threw on whatever clothes. Grabbed my stuff and left.

When I got to school there were no parking spaces at all. Nothing...I drove all the way around campus and nothing, I serisouly felt like just going home cause there was no where to park. But then I found a space finally...

I grabbed all my shit and walked hella fast to class. I thought I was going to be late. While I was walking (and looking for a space) I saw there was some event going on...some gay thing from the fucking raido...gay...

So I just walked into class there was only like 4 people there...I was just glad that I wasnt late. So then the one chick that I sit by showed up. So I was just telling about how hard it was to find a space today...That I felt like just going home...so then the one dude that sits infront of us starts talking about stuff or something I dont know...

Then the teacher came in...she was talking about the paper we have to write on the country we picked. (Now that I think about it...I guess we could have picked America...LAWLZ). Anyways so yeah I already know what I need to do for my paper..I just havent done it yet. So while she was talking I wrote down all the vocab for chapter 4. Then after class I went to talk to her. I got back my chapter 2 test...(I did horrible ) ...So then I was telling her that I was looking for fights and stuff for my paper, and what I found would take like 4 or 5 days just to get there...(were only suppose to be in the country for 10 days... ) She said that there should be something else to look at...or something...I dont know....

So then I had some time before printing class, so I went to the acidemic lab. The tall tutor dude was there...When I got there, a lot of people were at the 130 table...so I sat at the 050 table cause at the time it was like empty. But then after awhile these two old women showed up there and they would not stop talking...I serisouly felt like telling them to shut the fuck up...but I just kept my mouth shut..I only got like 2 problems done... Then I had to leave...

I went to print class. I thought we were starting in the compy lab again so I just went in there. An there were two people in there + Chad from the same graphics class and they were all pissed off about yesterday still I was saying how it wasnt fair either even though I didnt mind the grade I got. So yeah then we all went into the actual room...and everyone was still all pissed off about it. So I was saying that we should protest the class like have a picnic outside the room or something in protest. ;D Chad was saying hes ready to go talk to the dean about it..and hes wondering how do you get to talk to him...so yeah I said you get touches and pitch forks...and riot.. ;D It all got a bit out of controll but all in good fun.

Anyways...so then actual class was pretty boring...we just sat on the computers working on our designs for stuff...and the teacher said were having a test on thursday over what he just passed out...and that next class everyone needs to do that project 5. So yeah...also Chads back was really bothering him today..he kept putting his head down and stuff... poor Chad...

So yeah thats all...Im excited for tomorrow...cause I dont know whats gonna happen in Eckels class...but if people protest...Im gonna be apart of it... ;D

[dark2nightmare]

So today was well I don't know....Todays date is October 1, 2008; a Wednesday.

So I didnt want to wake up today...I had a weird dream I think and I kept thinking about what John said the other day...But eventually I got up and washed my face and brushed my teeth...I wanted to get to school early today cause I had to finish my math home work that was due today.

So I changed my clothes and grabbed my stuff and brushed my hair and left. I went to school and there was one space like when I pulled right in. So I took it, and got my stuff out of the trunk and went to the acidemic lab.

There I just sat down and got out my home work. Then the skinny weird dude helped me. It was annoying because I had no idea what to do and then he didnt either so he had to go get some book that showed how to do the problem or something. So then he helped me but I was just like ummm what? But I eventually got it.

So then I went to wait for class to start and I told this one chick whos like there everyday like about the thing in my graphics class like about how everyone is pissed off. So yeah then some dude showed up, then Seth, then Jessica. Seth was like just sitting there playing on his phone, maybe hes just antisocial. So then I told Jessica about whats going on in my graphics class. I think today was good, cause we talked a little bit. I might ask her to come to my birthday. Whatever I decide to do for if anything...

So then class was boring...the teacher like did all these graphs and then we had a quiz cause like a lot of people screwed up on the last part of the quiz we did last time...and on the last quiz...I did better than I thought I did...13 out of 20.

So then after the quiz I asked him if he wanted to homework that was due today, he said no, and I asked him if the next homework was due Friday (cause originaly it was set to be due Friday) he said no its due Monday, but you can start it if you want. So I went to the acidemic lab and got a start on it.

I got almost half of it done in there I think. The last question I had was kind of stupid...cause I asked like if there was anything that would come out evenly there wasnt... So yeah oh well...

Then I had to go to Speech class. So I went upstairs. That class was so boring today. I wanted to ask Aaron if he had met World Burns to Death. But I just sat there like an idiot. The teacher just went on and on...boring...So I was like drawing Ping-Pong the Chinese Dragon. He knew I was drawing...and he even said something about it...but yeah I didnt care cause I was listening...

So then I had an hour before graphics class so I just walked all around the campus 2xs.

Then I saw Racheal walking to class so I called to her. An asked her if she thought if anyone was even going to class today. She wasnt sure. So then inside I saw Matthew sitting alone. I left my stuff there and went to use the bathroom.

Then when I came back he and Racheal were talking about something I dont know what. But I sat in bettween them. So then I was talking to Matthew a bit...I forget about what. So then the fat guy, Matthews friend, comes over and they were talking. So yeah...but that honestly fizzeld out quickly... We were talking about grades at one point and he has like a 64 over all in the class. So I was like how many days have you missed? Hes like I missed one because I was sick, and the other day I was just like well fuck it. So I didnt really have anything to say about that. But then he was saying that I sound like his mom...because she says that to him all the time I guess. So I was just like great...Im like his mom... ...

But for real, Matthew looked so hot today. I serisouly just wanted to sit right next to him and put my arm around him and kiss him. He really looked hot.

So then in class...the teacher Mr.Eckel....went on and on and on about what everyone was so pissed off about...So I think a lot of people felt better by that. So at one point I turned to Matthew and was like are you actully listening to this? He just laughed at me. So then I just like worked on my chart thingy that were doing or form or whatever its called. Matthew left before me...I said bye as he was leaving but he didnt say anything back so I was like dick...

Then like I left pretty soon after that. Then I just drove home.

Tomorrow I have to take the printing test, and do project 5 in printing. I dont know what were doing in Geography. End.

[dark2nightmare]

So today was kind of pointless...Todays date is: October 2, 2008; a Thursday.

So I woke up with 30 minutes to get ready to go. I just grabbed black everything. Black pants, black t-shirt, black long sleved shirt, and black shoes. Then I washed my face, but forgot to brush my teeth An I forgot my gum too...so I had bad breath today...

Anyways then I just went to school. When I got there I forgot what class I was going to. Cause I started walking toward math...but then I was like no Geography. So I walked to Geography. I still had half an hour before class so I sat on the floor and listend to The B-Sides of the Black Parade, but the I was playing tetris on my Game Boy while listening to music.

Then some people started walking into the room so then I went in there and sat down still listening to MCR. Then when I took off my iPod...people were talking about Shara Palins wikkipedia page. I felt like asking if they were for her or not. But I didnt I just sat there like an idiot.

So then the teacher comes in and starts trying to find where we were in the notes...I serisouly wasnt listening or writting anything down...I sat there and drew a vampier in a grave yard with a wolf...and his castle in the back ground. Durring that time my phone rang...I didnt even know my phone was on. So I walked out to turn it off. Then like pretty much right after that class was over.

I was walking to my car cause I was wondering if John called. It wasnt...it was a 1800 number that called.... So then I had nothing to do...so I just walked around the campus again. But at one point I saw Matthew...he was across the street walking with..I guess a friend...it was a guy...I dont know...

But I just kept walking around the 2nd time around I remembered I needed to study for the Printing test. So I had like 19 minutes before class. I went into the building where class was and I sat down and started looking over the stuff for the test...then I heard Racheal so I walked in the direction her voice was coming form and I found her. So yeah...the only thing is...she just talks and talks and talks... She talks so fast I dont know what shes saying half the time. So yeah shes saying shes visting her boyfriend again this weekend....so oh well I got stuff I need to work on this weekend...

So then we went to class and Mr.Conaway was like telling us to come into the computer lab cause were starting in there today. So I sat down in there and then Mr.Conaway was like showing us how to do the acitate thing again...I still dont think I totally understand why we had to do that...but whatever....

So then he passed out the test. Then after the test Racheal left. So I asked JB if he was going to do Project 5 today...he said he wasnt. So oh well...I just spent most of the time doing the acitate part of project 5a.

JB was doing it at the same time...so I talked to him a little bit but not too much...I dont think he likes me that much...but hes nice enough to me...not like I want to date him or anything.... (Serisouly dont want to...)

So that whole time spent doing that was extreamly agravating... Having to get everything perfectly lined up and then JB was like wait what if we used the wrong side of the acitate...I was just like whatever I am not a printer... (I serisouly am not a printer...I suck at printing and I hate it...)

So then when I was done with that I just went back into the computer lab...and worked on my other project a bit...then it was time to go... END

[dark2nightmare]

so i missed friday....oh well nothing much happend....

just went to math class and then to the acidemic lab

boring