school journal

[dark2nightmare]

Today at school wasnt bad. It wasnt really much of anything. Date is: August 29, 2008, a Friday.

So I woke up like 2 hours after my alarm clock went off. I ate 3 doughnuts and 1 cookie and had orange juice. Yummy.

Then I watched Malcom in the middle, and then another Malcom in the middle. Then I watched King of the Hill. While I watched that I got another doughnut.

Then I realized I hadnt been getting ready for school. And I needed to leave in like half an hour. So I picked out my clothes, and brushed my hair. Then for some reason I turned on my stero and listened to basshunter. But I was like, I should be getting ready to leave. So then I washed my face finally. Changed my clothes.

Then I grabbed my cds. Then realized, hey I need my books, and my keys, and my iPod. So I got all that stuff, went upstairs, and my mom was gone. So I just figured she went to her flea booth or something. (Later I found out she went to the hospitol...)

So then I loaded up my car. An backed out of my drive way. Drove to school.

Got there with about 30 minutes before class. Found a parking spot pretty easly today. So parked, opened my trunk. Got my bag out. Walked to the building, over to the elevator, and down the hall.

There were like a bunch of tables and chairs stacked in the hallway. So I sat on the floor and said, Whats with all these tables and chairs being in the hallway. One girl just shrugged. Looked at me like, ....litterally big eyes....no expression.

So then I said that I looked at what the next assignment was last night, and there were only 7 problems that I didnt understand.

So this one guy, I think hes gay (I think a whole row of guys that all sit together are gay in that class, but they might be metros either way dont really care ) So yeah he says, that the homework that we had the other night like took him three pages to do it. And took him forever. And this other girl was saying she didnt understand like the last few of them on there. And the guy was saying the second to last one like he didnt get how to do it.

So I took out my homework and like tried to explain to him how to do it. And hes just like texting someone or playing a game, I guessed texting casue like he answered the phone like a little bit after I was done talking or something. I dont know. But before he answered his phone, he said like he did it tottally differently, like he did a looot more steps or something.

So then, like after he answered his phone, I just put my head phones on, and listend to Basshunter. Then like a bunch of peopel showed up. A lot of people were in the hallway now, which was resticed by all the tables and chairs everywhere. So I see the teacher coming. I start laughing to myself, cause hes just looking like, oh I dont know what Im doing.

So lots of people start walking in the room. I turn off my iPod and like take off my head phones, and start rolling up the giant cord. So then I walk inside the room and sit down. Then the teacher comes in, the other teacher who had the room before is still in there. So they get to talking. I dont know what they were saying or I dont remember. So then the other teacher left.

So he starts saying something about having a quiz today, and that the homework isnt the next thing on the homework sheet he gave us, but the rest of the other homework. So he starts explaining how to do the rest of the homework. I didnt totally understand what he was talking about. I feel like I never know what hes talking about. Like he never really explains anything. Its weird.

So then we went over how to do a perfect square equation, and how to do umm I forget the other thing. So then he passes out the quiz. The first 4 problems were so easy. But then the last one I was just like, wtf do I do. I had no idea. So there were like 5 people left in the class. So I just go, ok Ill take a stab at it, so I just guessed, x>0 ...and left. Im pretty sure I was wrong.

So after that I went to the acidemic lab. They like helped me with my homework, cause I was serisouly lost. I dont know, the teacher just like dosent really teach anything, or it just doesnt sink in with this teacher like it did with the othe math classes I took, I dont know.

Anyways after that was done, I just walked to my car. And drove for home, there was a lot more that happend today. But Im gonna write about it in my regular blog.

[dark2nightmare]

oh also, the guy i was talking to before class was not the same one as last time. also this was my math class.

[dark2nightmare]

Ok so Monday, there was no school.
So this was; September 2, 2008; a Tuesday.

So the first thing I did today was, get up. Frist thing I did was go outside and check the weather. It felt so hot out, but it looked like rain. So I was conflicted on what to wear.

Anyways then I went and got cereal. There was no comiedians on today, and no Malcom in the Middle, so I watch The Land Before Time 3. It was half over by the time I started watching it but I wasnt totally paying attention anyways. So then by 11, King of the Hill was on, so I watched that. But then when the second one came on, I had to get ready to go.

By then I had already brushed my teeth, and hair. I had washed my face too. So I picked out my clothes, I decided to wear my neno skeleton vest, with a long sleeve black shirt under it. I put my hair in pig tails too. I think it looks cute.

So I get all my books and stuff. I went up stairs and into the garage. I had parked my car waaaaaaaay too close to the door. I could bearly get around it. But I noticed that my moms van was in my way. So I said, mom you need to move your car. So shes like walking around or something. Im like, I kinda need you to move it soon. An shes like, is right now soon enough? Im like yeah...cause I need to leave.

So she goes out side, and moves her car. I now realize I was acting like a bitch. So I waited and she was like, what, whats wrong? An Im like Im just saying good bye. So I said bye to her. Put my bag in the trunk. I had debated on bringing my computer, but I decided I needed to read Specials instead. So I left my compy at home.

So I got in my car, and backed out of the garage. So then I wished that I could listen to Maralyn Manson, but I cant because the cd wont work in my car, for some reason. So I figured Rob Zombie was about the same, but not really. So I listened to that, as a drove.

When I got to school, there was no parking spaces again. So I had to park waaaaaaay over on the opposite side of the buildings again. Then I got out of my car, and I reallllllly wanted to listen to Marlayon Manson. So I put my head phones on and turned on my iPod. I walked to the other side of campus listening to it. I noticed a few guys were staring at me. Maybe they thought I looked cute

So then I finally made to it the building I still had like half an hour before class. So I sat outside the door in the hall way, and waited. Eventually it was about 1, so I went into the classroom. I sat down and waited.

The chick that sits next to me, asked me about my weekend. I just said it was awful. I didnt want to tell her why. No way I was going to tell her. Anyways so I decided to be nice and ask her about hers. She just said it was long, and I kinda drifted after she said that. I think she said it was boring too. I don't know ...So then the other chick comes in that sits at our table. She sounds bad, and said that she wasnt there last time cause she was sick. Then more people show up.

Eventually its 5 minutes into the class, and the teacher still hasnt shown up. So 2 people left. Then the other chick that sits at our table left. The girl who got there second, and the one who got there after me, start talking. I couldnt totally here what they were saying, but it sounded like they were calling me a cow? Or it could have been the realllllllllllly fat chick who sits in the front. But they were calling someone a cow, I think. So then they were talking about the girl that left, the girl who got there second said that the one that left, her husband beats her, and makes fun of her, and is just really bad to her. I don't know but that made me feel bad for her. Why would she stay with someone like that?

So now were 10 minutes into the class, and the teacher still hadnt shown up. So Im like, ok the rule is you either wait 10 or 15 minutes before leaving, if the teacher dosent show. So like everyone left. I just sat there a minute until the room was mostly empty. But as the girl who was sitting bye me left, she like touched my shoulder and was like bye, see you next class. Im just like ok wtf weird... But I decided to be good, and say bye.

So then I decided that I should go too, since everyone was leaving. So then I left and went to the bathroom. Then I washed my hands. I still had an hour and a half before my next class. So I went inside and asked the people at the help desk, how you get work study. She told me you have to do something online, figures, I didnt bring my laptop, and I had mostly no idea what she was talking about So I just said thanx and left.

I walked over to where the couches were cause I didnt have my compy. So I just had my book to read. So I went to the couch where those boys sat that would make fun of me, if they were, Im not sure really. Anyways so I sat down, and started reading Specials. Oh its so good. I love the way its written, it like makes me wish I lived in that world and was a special or something.

So while I was sitting there some random people were in the library. 2 guys and one girl. Both the guys were ugly. They started tapping on the glass. At first I was like wtf? But then they started waving at me. So I waved back, maybe I should have flipped them off or something. But yeah, so then I went back to reading. They despersed. But I think I heard someone saying as they left something about some hot girl or something, I dont know. I kinda thought they were talking about me. But I kinda dought it.

So then I like stopped listening to my iPod, and decided to check who called me. Cause that morning I got another random caller. So I was like, maybe it was John. I called it back, and it sounded like a fax machine? Maybe he is a jerk

So then I wrote all the chapter names of Specials in the back of my note book. Since it is due back to the library like next Friday. I did that so I could figure out how many chapters I should read a day. So I could get the book back in time, for once.

So then eventually it was about 20 minutes until my next class. So I went to the bathroom. I washed my hands. Then I went and put my headphones back on, by then I was listening to Basshunter. So I walked to the next building. I saw some people from class, talking in the hall way. I was like wtf are they talking about. So I walked over to them, to see what they were talking about. I mostly ended up listening.

So it was 9 minutes until class started. So we all walked down there. I just sat there in the back and waited until class started. Then eventually it did. So he gave us project 3 today. I hadnt even done project 2 or practice sheet 2 yet. So I finished practice sheet 2. I could tell I was serisouly begining to frustrate the teacher since I still couldnt figure out how the hell to measure shit. So then I eventually finished that. Then I went and got project 2. I went into the dark room. I didnt know wtf I was doing. I was too affaird to ask for help. I dont know why I was. I was the only one in the room too. So yeah that sucked. So I placed the paper right. Closed the glass thingy. Then went it came to the film, I was hesitant to place it. But I did. So I closed the lid thingy. But I didnt know what buttons I was suppose to hit when. So I remembered something about 8. I was suppose to wait until the thingy got down to 8. So I waited. But then I was like oh shit! What button do I hit? So I guessed. I hit the start button. Then I hit the fan button. Then I hit the start button again. Then I was like oh shit. WTF?! WTF?! Cause then the light went off. I climbed back on the thingy. I opened the lid, and the film was gone. I was like OOOOH shit. Did I break it? I dont want to tell Mr.Conaway (the teacher) cause he would kill me! Especially if I broke this. He would kill me. So I was like ok, look down in the thingy. I could see the piece of film inside. So I move the stool to grab it. So I grabbed it, and ran it through the next machine.

I was still waiting for it to come out to see if it even worked. Or if I fucked up so bad it was blank. So then I went back over to the machine. I didnt know what to do, so I hit the start button again. It started moving at the bottom and the light came back on. I went and looked at the film. It made the copy on the flim. I was slightly releved by that, but then I was just like well shit, what if Im fucking up the machince right now? So then I was like please let Mr.Conaway not be in the work room when I walk out. He wasnt thank god, or whatever. But Chad was there. So I just told him that I couldnt get the copy paper out, or something, I dont evenknow what I told him. He just looked at me like wtf are you talking about. But I didnt want to say like too much infront of everyone. I mean I didnt want to say that I might have broken the machine thingy in front of the whole class.

So we went into the dark room. Then I told him, I was just affarid that I might have broken it. He got the paper copy out, and told me its fine. That it will rest its self next time its being used. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! I felt so much better that he told me that. I could have kissed him ...So if Chad reads this, which I totally dought he dose, THANK YOU SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH! YOU SAVED MY ASS! My stupid ass!

So then he like still is holding my film thingy when we walk back out of the dark room. He asks the teacher if my film thingy was ok to use, cause I didnt notice it until then, but it had come out crooked as hell. But he just said, that it would be ok, and that I should just use it anyways.

So then I calmed down from that ordeal. So then I started with a practice sheet for the vinaly orange sheet to make the flat, which is the orange vinal and the film put together. So then I just went and did the measuring on the practice sheet. I suck so horrible at measuring. But I finally figured out how to measure for myself. I think.. So yeah I nailed the measuring on the practice sheet. So I fingured it was ok to move on to the orange vinal. But I totally screwed up on that. I asked the teacher if I should do another one. He said no, because they were really expensive paper. While I was asking him though, I noticed that Chad was stading behind him having a drink from his coke. I dont know why, but after that the teacher walked over to help out someone else or something. Chad starts talking to him about what he just told me. So I dont know why but I had noticed that he dose that a lot. But I dont think that its just me that he dose that to. Cause I noticed that he kinda dose that to a lot of people.

Anyways also before that, when I was asking the teacher if I should do another one, he was saying I better be a good cook and bring walnut covered chocolate browines to class one day. I was saying that, I was thinking about bringing some on finals day, cause it my birthday anyways. He was like oh really the 16th is your birthday, I was just like yeah. It looked like Chad was listening to that but I don't know.

Anyways after I finally had project 2 done I left. I just hope that Chad dosent go blabbing, and say I screwed up the machine or something. I reallllllly dought that he would do that, cause hes so cool. But never know...

So then I went outside to go to my car. It was raining, not hard. But still raining. I was happy ;D cause like before I went into the building. I pictured a big storm. I wished it would come. I partly dought that I congured a storm, but who knows? So then I walked to my car. I noticed that there was a napkin sticking out the door. So Im like wtf? Was someone in my car?

So I open the door, and theres a note from my mom. She took my garage remote. There was a drink for me, and a ganola bar. So I ate the ganola, and drank the drink. Then I drove home. At one point I yelled to the sky. IS THAT ALL YOU GOT ZESUS? hahaha!

But when I was nearly home. There was this truck behind me, that was pissing me off. Cause he was driving waaaay too close, and it was raining pretty hard. So I put on turn signal on to get into the turn lane for the back rode to my house. The jack ass behind me like got into the shoulder to pass me. So I yelled as loud as I could, YOUR A FUCKING MORON! or something along those lines. It felt good but my thorat hurts cause I yelled soooooo loud.

So then I went home, and I told my parents about the guy in the truck. An my dad was like you shouldnt swear or curse like that. Blah blah blah... Basically I didnt care, cause Ill say what I want.....

[dark2nightmare]

ooooooooooo also, now im thinking that i should ask chad if hes seen hamlet 2, and if not and if he wants to see it, if he wants to see it with me? I don't know...he probably thinks im a moron...

[dark2nightmare]

So today was pretty fucking awesome. ;D
Todays date is: September 3, 2008; a Wednsday.

So I woke up and took a shower, cause I didnt feel like taking one the night before. So then, I went upstairs to see what there was to eat. I really didnt want to eat that much. But my mom had made pancakes, and bacon. So I figured I should eat it, I mean she went through all the trouble to make it. So I went downstairs to see what was on tv. There was nothing on so I looked for a movie on demand, and I saw 30 Days of Night was on. So I started that.

It took so long for me to eat the pancakes and the bacon. It hurt my stomache. So then I went and got my blanket, and laid in my favorite chair. I serisouly fell asleep for half an hour. Then I washed my face, and brushed my teeth. Then I got my books together. Again debated on bringing my compy. Decided to leave it home.

So then I changed my clothes, and went upstairs. I had like books in my hand and a heavey bag on my back. An my moms like oh here take this. And Im just like HELLO MY HANDS ARE FULL!

So I go into the garage, and put my bag in the trunk. Then I through my cds in the front seat, and walked back inside. I told my mom bye, and grabbed the garage door opener, and my lunch box, which I didnt want to take.

So I wanted to listen to MSI, so I did. I listend to Frankienstien Girls will seem strangely sexxy. Yes thats the name of the cd. So also it was raining not too badly though, pluse I love the rain. But by the time I got to campus, it was raining heavier. I looked out into the parking lot and there was nothing. I had to drive around to the opposite side of campus, and I still saw nothing. I was getting worried. But then I saw one empty space. So I parked there. It was still raining a lot. But that was ok, cause I love the rain.

So I got my books out of the trunk, and walked to math class. I was half an hour early. So I sat on the floor and was going to read Specials, but I wanted to listen to a song I hadnt heard yet by Franz Ferdinand. I was awesome, as always. ;D

Eventually that song was over, and I switched over to Basshunter, so I could read. Then it was time for class so I walked inside. I sat down and the chick I sit by in there, was asking if I had graph paper, cause we were graphing that day. I said that I didnt have any on me. So then the teacher comes in, and hes like passing out the quiz we took last week. I got like 16 out of 20. Cause the last one I just didnt understand. Anyways that class was boring and confusing.

But eventually it was over. So since the homework that was due today wasnt due until Friday now. Thats means that the next homework, didnt even need to be stared yet. So since I didnt have my graphic caluclater yet. I just decided to go to my car since it was raining and read until it was time for speech class.

So I went outside into the rain, I was so happy. ;D Then I walked all the way to my car, and went inside to read Specials. I decieded to read it out loud since it was just me and the rain. So I did. I got pretty far, but Im behind on reading it. Guess I need to catch up on it this weekend. But its still sooooooooooo good. ;D

Then it was almost time for speech class. So I went back inside I looked at my hair in the bathroom before going upstairs. It was a mess. So I tried to fix it a little. Then I went to the elevator. Two other people got on. I didnt notice that they were all in the same Speech class. So then we walked over to the room, and I sat in the conner on the floor. But then the guy that was in the elevator, walked into the room, since it was apparently open. So I walked inside and sat down. I got out Specials and kept reading. It was getting soooooooooooooo goooooooooood!

Eventually class started. It was pretty boring. He just talked about what we did last time. Then he went over the chapter. Then the homework. Boring. So then we had to go down to the room where they help you with speaches. It was pretty lame and I bearly listend to what the guy was saying.

Then I left there, I should have gone back to my car and gotten my stuff for the next class but, I didnt. I just kept thinking that I would see Chad, maybe. So I went over there to the other building. No one was there yet. Still had over half an hour before class started. So I took out Specials, and my iPod. I was listening to Basshunter, and was reading.

But then this one girl I knew from, printing class walked by, so I just smiled at her. Then she walked over to me, and started talking. So I turned off Basshunter. Eventually put my book away. Shes pretty nice, Im trying to remember peoples names for once. Her name in Rachel. So then we were talking about random stuff. Then the guy standing across from us, started in the conversastion. His name is Matthew. He sits near me in the graphics class that we were waiting for to start. So then we all were talking. The whole time we were all talking I kept looking down the hall at all the other people waiting for the class. Chad was one of them. ;D I dont know but it looked like he was looking at me too. But I dont know.

So then, eventually class started. I realized that, someone did sorta sit by Chad. Some old lady.

But I went and sat in my usual place. Matthew he sits near me not by me. But this time he sat by me. But only cause his computer didnt have the right printer to send to. But he showed me some tricks on the keyboard. And he talked to me. ;D That was just too awesome.

I will say this though, Matthew, isnt as hot as Chad. But hes just as nice. ;D

Anyways so then the teacher said that we had to mount the business cards, which is what we were working on, on like something. I had no idea what that meant. But I figured out that what you do is just take some of the paper from the paper sample books in the print shop, and tape is on there. Or glue it, but I didnt know where the glue was, or what to do with it. So I just taped it. Mine turned out like crap I think. But the assignment was stupid anyway.

Then I left. I just got in my car and listened to MSI's If. That was my whole day. Im begining to think, that the shirt I wore today is lucky.

[dark2nightmare]

So today was pointless.
Todays date is: September 4, 2008; a Thursday.

So Im going to skip ahead of my daily morning rutine. Except that I will say I didnt feel like eatting at all today. Which I bearly ate all day.

So skipping ahead to after I had parked my car. I put my head phones on and listened to Franz Ferdinand. I listend to Your Diary, and Fabulously Lazy. Those are catchy songs I listen to them as I walked to the opposite side of campus, to go to Geography.

When I got there, there was still another class in the room, so I sat in the hall listend to Basshunter, and read Specials. Then it was about 10 mintues before class, so I walked in I put away my iPod, but kept reading.

So then more people showed up. The girl that sits by me, starts talking to this guy infront of us. Hes ugly, and nerdy. Of course the girl I sit by, is a pretty asian girl. So by comparasion, Im sure I look disscusting. But whatever, like I care what he thinks. So they are talking about something. I dont know what really. Then their converstation kinda died. So she starts talking to me, about how Im always reading something. Yes, oh yes I have become a nerd!

So I start talking about the whole plot behind the uglies series. I could tell she didnt care, or thought I was nuts. But like an idiot I kept babbleing. So then I started talking about the Twilight series. An shes saying shes got a friend into that serise. So I didnt feel like too much of a fool by that. But then shes saying how shes not much of a reader. So then I start saying how like I didnt read any of the Harry Potter books, but I watched all the movies. An read like plot summeries on Wikkiepedia. Eventually she just says that shes sorry she interupted me from reading. Im just like its ok. Whatever.

So then Im just like and its passed one again and the teacher didnt show up again. Then I said she probably had her baby. Then the guy she was talking to before turns around, and we all 3 start having this conversastion about, how babies are weird. Im like saying how the thought of having children is just gross. Which at first I thought people would look at me funny for saying. But the guy was just like, yeah I know what you mean. Which was yeah shocking, but he didnt know that I meant as a woman having something growing inside of you, and all that. But whatever.

So then its 1:05 and the teacher still hasnt shown up. So everyone leaves. ;D But I had like an hour and a half before my next class. So I was like great what do I do. So I go over to the next building to ask if this rumor I heard was true that desktop publishing wasnt offered anymore. The lady behind the desk, looked like she was pissed at me for asking. But after she found it in the hand book thingy, she looked not so pissed I dont know. But apparently, I still have to take that class, and I heard it sucks, so thats great.

Anyways. So then I deciced since it was gloomy rainy weather, my favorite weather, that I would walk to the part of the campus Ive never been to. So I walked over there. It had like a little roof thingy, with cemement tables and chairs under it. Lots of railing, which I didnt understand. But that also where the busses for High School kids were. So then I walked all the way around the main building. Then I went back inside, found a couch, and started reading Specials.

I read and read and read and read. While listening to Basshunter. That is like the only thing I can listen to while reading. But the story is still so good. ;D

Eventually it was time for my next class. But I went there half an hour early, cause I wanted to see if I could talk to Chad. But he wasnt there. Just that JB kid. So I just sat and kept reading Specials.

Then when I was about to go to class I see Chad walk in, and down the hall way. Then sit in the hallway and drink Coke. As I sat there watching him, it looked like he was watching me. But he might have been watching me, cause I was watching him.

Anyways I was going to say at least hi to him or something as I walked by. But I didnt. I dont know why I didnt! Stupid brain.

So then I just went inside and sat down. Everyone was talking. I tried to join them, but I ended up looking like a moron like talking to myself. But whatever it didnt matter cause everyone was laughing. But they were laughing at something the other Tiffany was saying or something.

So then the teacher comes in, and starts class. So he gives us another project to do, and another practice sheet thingy. So then hes like telling us about, this wheel thingy, I forgot its offical name, its something that like tells you how big or small to make something depending on how much exposure you want it to have, or some shit like that, fuck I dont know.

So then hes like ok now go work on stuff. So I had project 2 done, and everything before that done too. So I needed to starton project 3. But I couldnt cause Shara (I think thats her name) had something going, thats way important. So I started practice sheet 5. Then like after I had one line drawn, hes like ok I want everyone to go in the dark room to watch how to change the exposure percent, or something like that.

So I remember wtf do next time Im going to write it down here:
Step 1) get the thing you want to copy
Step 2) get the film to copy it on to
Step 3) open the glass thingy at the bottom
Step 4) center the thingy you want copied
Step 5) open the lid
Step 6) get the film to be copied
Step 7) center the film on the lid
Step 8) hit the precent button
Step 9) hit the number buttons of the percent
Step 10) hit the enter button
Step 11) hit the fan button
Step 12) close the lid
Step 13) hit the start button
Step 14) wait for the thingy to go down to whatever number
Step 15) when it hits that number, hit stop
Step 16) the light should turn on, meaning the film has been exposed
Step 17) open the lid
Step 18) hit the fan button
Step 19) take the film off the dealy
Step 20) run the film through the other thing
Step 21) leave, cause the film takes awhile to come out
Step 22) go back and get film

Anyways I kinda got what he was saying, but it was odd to me that Chad was like opening a pack of gum while he was talking.

Anyways so then I was like so I can go get my exposure fore project 3. So I went and got that. Then I went into the room, and had to turn all the lights off except the red ones. I was really nervous that I was going to screw up. So I had to ask to be sure, that you were suppose to hit the percent key, then the numbers. While I was asking the teacher, he was talking to the other Tiffany about her test grade from the class before. I really didnt care, I wasnt listening, but I kind of interupted, cause Im sick of having a question and having to wait an hour for him to stop talking to someone so I can ask it.

Anyways so I went back in the dark room. I got a piece of film, and tried to center the original copy thing. I guess I didnt do too good of a job at that, but it was an akward looking piece. So I got that part all set up. So then I put the film on the lid thing. I hit the fan button. Then I made sure it was on there. It kind of could still move so I was like oh great.... So I closed it anyways. Then I hit the start button. The light turned on, and I watched the thingy, but it never moved. So I was like wtf wtf wtf?! Did I screw up again? So then when it got to the 8.2 I hit the stop button. This time I knew to hit the stop button. So thats one good thing I guess. Then I was just was like, is that it do I take it out now? I WAS SUPPOSE TO!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But instead it hit the start button again. Cause I didnt know that it was already exposed. So I exposed it again, and hit the stop button again. Then I opend it, and took the film out and ran it through the other machine. Then I was dancing around in there, feaking out like, oh shit what did I do, ahhhhhhhhhhh! So when it came out, it looked ok, but it was mostly clear, so I was like shit I over exposed it. Then the teacher wanted to look at what I did. Thats what he said too that I over exposed it.

But he said to still use it but be careful when I cut it. So I did. Then after I was done cutting it, I just like put it away and went back to working on practice sheet 5. So then I finished that, all on my own, I did the measuring right and everything. ;D I had no idea where everyone else was. But yeah, I was happy just standing there measuring on the paper. Then when I finally got that done I went to get project 4. But then I was like, wtf. Cause I still had to do the thing he showed us at the begining of class. So yeah I did that, and left, cause there wasnt enough time to do anything else.

I think next semister Im just going to do a lot of gdts. Cause I think I really hate printing. And everything else.

[dark2nightmare]

So today was pointless.
Todays date is: September 5, 2008; a Friday.

So I didnt even want to get up today. I didnt want to eat or do anything.

But I got up still like 3 hrs before I had to leave. I flipped through the tv channels and watched Author, yes the like ardvark dude. So then I watched the price is right. Then Malcom in the middle. While that was on, I washed my face and brushed my hair, and teeth. Then the next episode was on, and I had seen the episode last time I watched it. So then my mom comes in my room, and says that theres pizza, and that shes like gonna go do all this stuff.

The night before I said that I needed a graphicing calulator. So she was calling people that morning. I mean I do love my mom, but sometimes I think she just does too much for me.
So she said just to get it from the campus book store. So I was like ok.

So that pizza just smelled so good, and if I waited to eat it later, it would be gross. So I ate it then. I watched malcom while I ate. Then King of the Hill came on. So I like fell asleep sorta while that was on. Then the next one came on, I had to finish getting ready. So I did.

Then I grabbed all my stuff and took it upstairs. Said good bye to my mom, and talked to her about something I dont know. Something about me not wanting to go to this party thing my aunt is having today. Obvisouly I didnt go!

So then I got all my stuff in my trunk. And I didnt feel like listening to any of my cds. So I put in the old cd by The Bravery.

I drove behind some asshole in a truck. Like serisouly. I was just driving, and he like gunned his engien to get infront of me?! I mean wtf is wrong with people? I seirisouly hate people lately...

So then...I was at school, since it was Friday there was a lot of parking. So I parked at the first spot I saw. I got out and wanted to listen to Basshunter. You think I would get sick of it by now?

So I walked to the building where my class was. I noticed there was something going on there today, cause like there was a rock climbing walk and stuff outside. I hate that kind of stuff though, so I just walked inside.

So I walked down the hall. To the elevator. Then into the elevator. To the 3rd floor. Down the hall. As I walked down the hall I peered into the classrooms. The one I was going to was empty.

Well it was empty except for the guy that I was talking to that one day about the worksheet thing. So Im like hmmm, should I talk to him, what about? I dont know. I need to read. So I got out Specials, and read. Oh but it was weird, cause when I walked in the lights came on. I didnt hit anything.

So yeah I sat and read. Then eventually hes like, Hey did you do the homework?

So I said, The homework thats due today, yeah, the one from last week.

Hes like, yeah its confusing. (I knew he meant that the way the teacher had changed things around)

So I said yeah the others ones not due today or anything.

So then, hes like yeah I didnt even start the other one yet. Did you?

So I said, no, I dont have a graphing claculatore yet. So I havent even started it yet.

He said he didnt have one yet either, so he didnt start it yet.

I said that I was going to the book store to get one after class. Cause my mom like called around and the bookstore had them cheaper. (Which I found out later was not true)

He just like nodded and said, Yeah I went there earlyer and they dont have them. (Which is also not true)

So I said, really? Did you ask?

He said, No, I probably should have asked.

I said, yeah, that would have been a good idea.

An hes like, Well I figured they would have all the calculators in the same place.

So I said, Well this is OTC, so of course it wouldnt make since.

He laughed at that and was nodding. Yes thats true. Or he said something like that.

So then his phone rings. I reconized the ringtone, cause it was Hysteria by Muse. But he didnt answer it. So I said, you dont want to talk to them?

He said, no. So I asked who it was. He said that is was the infamous Jodie. So then I had no idea who that was. So he was saying something like, it was his boss or something. I dont know, he said something about that he worked for the school. They has some deal to set up a lab here to teach like how to hook up this ummm, thing. I didnt know what he was talking about really. But he said its not really his forte. (Did I spell that right?)

So I asked him what is?

So he said like computers and cells I guess. I like networking.

I dont know what that is really, so I just said, oh cause I was going to ask if you were a hacker.

Hes like, yes and no.

So I said, well Im not like a cop or anything, Im not gonna arrest you for hacking. ;D

So then I asked if he had a stapler. Then said that most people I know dont walk around with a stapler, but I know some people do. Cause the whole time we were talking I was like tearing the little edges off my paper, for my homework. It was ripping pretty bad. The stupid paper I have sucks.

Anyways he said he didnt. Then he got up and was looking around for one.

He didnt find one, but he did find Quaker Oats. So I was just like well thats random.

So he sat down. Then I got up to through away my paper scraps from my homework. As I was doing that I looked out into the hallway there was some kid sitting out there, he looked at me, and yeah I dont know.

So then I turn around, and the guy I was talking too looked like he was watching me. I guess theres nothing else to look at. So I walk back to my steat, and like the kid in the hall way walks in.

So then pretty much the guy I was talking to shut up. So then like more people come in.

The girl I sit by comes in, and says do we have a quiz today? So I say I dont think so. I dont know.

So so then the teacher comes in. Then more people come in. So class starts. The only thing that happend was the teacher asked me one question which I got wrong. Which made me feel like everyone in the class thinks Im stupid. But whatever. I really didnt care.

So yeah just went over stuff or whatever.

So while I was walking to the book store. I noticed there was someone behind me like the whole time I was walking there. I didnt know who it was. But I was like, muttering to myself. Why wont the sun go down. Then as I walked by some trash. I said, people think the world is their garbage can. So then theres like this chick walking to the guy that was walking behind me. I realized it was this geek who sits in the back of the class. He looks a bit into this 30s or somewhere in the mid 20s. But yeah tall geeky skinny dude.

So then I went to the book store. I looked over for the calculators. All I saw was scientific. So I walked to the back to ask. So she like had to ask the people at the front. They were like, they are over there. So we walk over there. She picks up the one, that is like $124.23 or something like that. Im like shit thats a lot. So then I look at them and think, ok heres one that $115.20 or something like that. An Im just thinking, so much for a fucking calculator?! Thats retarded.

So then Im standing where the line usually is. Then the lady is like the lines over there mame. I hate it when people call me mame. So I go over and stand in line. Im like muttering to myself like a crazy person. But it was cause I was pissed of the cost. Its like Im not going to use it after this class it over. So why the fuck dose it cost so damn much?

Anyways so its my turn in line. I go up to the same person who told me I was standing in the wrong place. So I say to her. Im only going to use this for one class, an Im not gonna need it again. So can you re sell these here?

Shes like no you cant. Im like, well thats stupid. But I buy the damn thing on e-chaiser anyways. Then I walked over to my car, put in Pitchshifter, and drove home.

[dark2nightmare]

So today wasnt too horrible.
Todays date is : September 8, 2008, a Monday.

So I woke up before my alarm. But went back to sleep. Then my alarm went off. So I got up and turned on the tv. The best thing on was Scooby Doo. But I was still sleeping while its was on.

So soon I was like, ahhhhh! I neeed to get up here! So I got up, I didnt really want anything to eat. So I got a granola bar. Then I brushed my teeth, and washed my face. Brushed my hair. Picked out my clothes, and sorted my books.

I went back to sleep for awhile after that. But then I was like I need to get back up, and finish getting ready. So I did. But then I was like, its only NOON. So I flipped through the tv. The only thing on was Maury. So I watched that for an hour. It was a stupid show. Cause I mean, it was about people cheating on people. I was yelling at the tv, dump his ass!

So eventually it was finally time to go. So I got my books, and cds. I went to my car and put everything in the trunk. Then I remembered that I wanted to bring cards today so I have something to do before class. Something everyone can have fun doing.

So I went back to my room to get them. Said good bye to my mom, got back in my car, and picked to listen to The Hives. Had no problems driving to school. Then when I got there, there were some spots in the back right where I turned in. So I parked there. Then I grabbed my books. But I realized half way to the building, that I didnt need all these books. But I kept on walking.

So as I was walking, I was listening to Franz Ferdinand. Been stuck in my head all day.

So then when I got to the building, I walked to the elevator. This other girl got in and was like, do you mind if I go to the 2nd floor, Im just like, no thats cool, I dont care. So shes like ok thanx.

I really just thought that was weird to ask, maybe she thought I was in a hurry but I wasnt. Cause I was blocking the door, cause I knew that she was getting on when I saw her from around the corner, so I was standing in the door way holding it for her. She might have thought I was hitting the close door button.

But yeah, anyways, I went to the door, and there were already people waiting to go to class. So I sat down, and listend to the last part of Franz, then took off my head phones to talk to the people.

I didnt know how to use my new calculator, so I asked if anyone knew how to put a fraction into it. This one chick said that you just hit the divison sign. So I tryed that on the last graph that I wasnt paying attention in class to write down. The graph looked really funky. So I just guess the coordinates.

But then this guy, that I thought was a huge jerk comes over. So I start talking to him. The guy that was there earlyer, last week, was there too. So he kind of adds to the conversastion a little. I also told him that the book store did have the graphing calculators. But yeah apparently the guy I thought was a jerk, apparently after talking to him, I found out, hes a nerd. But also a loser, who drinks at noon, sometimes. When that came up, I just told him Im straight edge, which is verrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrry true. ;D Im not sure if he knew wtf that meant though.

But then I just went back to my head phones. And book too. Specials. I had like no time to read it today. LAME!!!!

So then people were going into the class room. I just sat there awhile, cause I like to wait. So then I went inside and just kept reading, and left my head phones on. Then the teacher walks in. So I took my head phones off. Put away my book, and then got out my stuff for math.

So math was pretty boring. I had like no clue what was going on, as usual. So then I was just sitting there messing with my hair. I was like oh shit, hes gonna call on me, and Im not going to know the answer. He called on me, and of course what I said was wrong. But I serisouly didnt fucking care.

So then class was over. I went downstairs to see how much time I had before Speach class. I still had awhile so I went to the acidemic lab. Cause I had no idea what to do. Also, this stupid girl in the class said that the home work thingy said to do all the problems just not the odd ones, but I think she read it wrong. But just to be sure of what it said I did them all.

So I went to the acidemic lab. There were a lot of people there today. But mostly no one at the 130 table. So I sat there. But then, I realized it was a table for chemistry. But I sat there anyways. I was sitting next to this girl I knew from english last semister. I dont think she remembered me, but didnt matter. So as I sat there I listend to them all chemistry people talking. The tutor dude, kept saying chemistry rules! I was just like yeah ok.

So I had two problems left, but I only had ten minutes to get to Speach class. So I left. Then when I went in there I thought I was late. Cause the teacher was there. But I sat down and looked at the clock. I wasnt late.

So the teacher left. More people came in there was still like 7 minutes before class. I couldnt sit still so I got my math stuff out, and tryed the last two problems. But I didnt get them. Then I was out of time. So I put my math stuff away, and got my Speach stuff out. So then the teacher comes in, and starts explaining why were behind the other classes. But I looked at the scheduel the other day, and it looked to me like we were ahead. So I don't know ...

Anyways he keeps going on about stuff. But then he said what we had to give a talk on today, it was the best or worst experiance we had like eatting or something. So I kept thinking I should just go, just do it, first. But I sat there like a lump. Then someone went. Then more people went. Eventually everyone but me and one other person had gone. So then the guy goes. I wasnt listening to him very well. I just kept thinking in my head, calm down, dont freak out. So I got up there, and talked about the time, when me and my brother were little, my mom would take us to chinese buffets. An my brother had too much to eat I guess, and he through up in a cup that was in the van. He was sitting in the back seat, I was sitting in the middle seat, and my parents were in the front. So he has the cup of vomit, and is like going to pour it on me. So Im like screaming at him not to, and my mom is like not believing me. But then she turns around and then she did believe me. So yeah thats pretty much all I had to say. I dont know from people reaction. But this time I couldnt just leave the room, after my embarassment. So then the teacher was talking about the assignment from last time. Then we turned it in, and left.

I went back to the acidemic lab. Finished the last two problems. Then left. I went to the building where my graphics class is. An no one was there yet, so I waited. I read Specials a little,while listening to Basshunter. Eventually Matthew was standing near me, but I didnt notice. I was so into Specials. Then Rachel shows up, and I still didnt see Chad anywhere. But I waslike hey, I brought cards if you guys want to play?

Matthew said, he knew how to play, 5 card draw, texas hold em, and something else I forget. But Rachel just knew war. I was like I know speed and ers and gold fish. She didnt know how to play ers or speed, and there wasnt enough time to learn. So then we just played a quick game of war.

Then we went to class. Class was boring. First we craticted all the business cards. People said mine was the most creative. But that I had the business name spelled wrong. I serisouly thought he said, that was how its spelled. But oh well. Then he went through hes cratices of them, mine he said was like false advertising with having bubbles on it, and the persons who used a watery look. But then he said the person who used waves, had a grahic element to them so that was ok. That so not fair, whats the difference then? STUPID!

So then he starts lecturing about the colors and stuff. Boring.

Then he gave us the assignment, which is to make an advertisment for this website: www.unmetneeds.com

Suggestions welcome

~The end...

[dark2nightmare]

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! I feel like I wanna die today!

Today is: September 9, 2008; a Tuesday.

So I woke up today, hungery. I wanted just some cereal. But I didnt take a shower last night, so I got up an hour after my alarm clock, and took a shower. Then I went back to sleep for awhile but I was just too hungry. So I went upstairs, and my mom is cooking bacon. I was really wanting cereal, but I waited and had bacon, egg whites, and toast. I was ok. So then I went back to sleep for awhile, it was too early.

So then while I was laying there, my mom like brought in my laundry, and Jasmine came in my room and jumped up on my bed with me. So then I was like half awake half asleep. My mom came in again and I was like ahh! Shes like, Jasmine likes your blankets too. (My blankets are so soft.)

So then I got up again, and went to the bathroom. I was brushing my hair. Then I noticed something strange in the mirror. I saw on the table in the living room, my tooth brush? I was like ahhhhh, wth!? Why is my tooth brush with the laundry stuff?

So I went upstairs to find mom. So I was like, why is my tooth brush in the laundry? Shes like, I dont know how it got there, but its clean. I was just like wth?! Ahhhhhhh! I cant brush my teeth now. Cause Im pretty sure when my brother was home, he used the other tooth brush, THE ONE I USED MOSTLY! I never told him that it was mine, cause then he would just be like all sickend. But I mean serisouly, I can never have anything with him.

So then I just got some water from the sink in my hands, and just swished it in my mouth, and spit it out. So then I washed my face. I still had way too much time before I had to leave. So I just sat in my room and watched, something on the discovery channel, something that was busting urban ledgeons. It was pretty interesting.

So then I went to the other room to get my stuff for school. Then I realized everything had been moved. All my stuff was moved. So I had to go through everything to find all the stuff I needed. When I noticed that some random green stuff got all over this swril pad thing I made in Printing 101. I was so mad, cause its important to me. So I was like AHHHHHHHHHHHHH! What the heck happend to this? My dad was like totally clueless why I was even so upset. (Yeah big schoker)...But my mom squrited the it with this stuff and it came off. But I got it on my fingers. (Now that I think about it, it was probably ink from the ink stuff I did in inks and substrates.) But where are those things, I dont even know where it is now. Then my dad just really didnt understand why I was so upset. I said, I just feel like your ruining my life.

So then I was like ok I still dont want to wait any longer I need to get out of here. So I went outside and to my car, and realized that it was pretty damn hot out. I hate hot! But I didnt want to go back inside to get something like gloves or my fishnet gloves or whatever. So I just left wearing my hoodie. I was pissed off, but not so pissed off for Wednsday 13, so I went for Avenged Sevenfold.

I was still so pissed that I didnt even sing along, until I was really close to school. When I got there, I didnt even try the first parking lot. I just went for the second. Of course I was met by a line of cars. So I had to wait, and wait. Until one guy just let me go through. So I did. At first I thought there was no parking spaces there, I thought the universe was trying to kill me or something. But then I saw a space. So I parked there. I parked pretty crooked. But I didnt care too much.

So then I went to my trunk and got out my stuff, and put my head phones on to listen to Maralyon Manson. I walked all the over to the other side of the campus like usual. But it was weird when I walked in the building. There was like no chairs or tables in this one area, where they usually are. There were two matinace men fideling with some vacuum looking thing. But I just kept walking. I turned the corner, and there were all the tables and chairs.

So I went and sat on the floor next to the door. I looked at my notes as I listend to MM. Cause I figured if, the teacher showed up today we would have a quiz or a test. So then class finally started.

An I was right. The sub dude finally came today. I dont think he told us what his name was. But he seems ok. Like he totally dosent care what he teaches. I love teachers like that. Anyways so hes all like, you all have a test today. An everyones like, on what we dont even know, cause no one has been here for the last two times weve had class. Hes like, well all I know is its over chapter 1. So then he says that he looked over it and it looks hard. So I was like great. At least Ive been looking over the notes.

So he passes out the test. I got a few that I left blank. I dont remember any of it now though. But some of it didnt look like anything we talked about. But whatever. After I turned it in I left. I was the 4th to last person to leave.

So then I went to the big building and sat on a couch to read Specials. But what I read really depressed me. I actually cryed! Zane died! Then David shows back up, saying that for this whole time, he and his mom had been worried about her. I mean oooooh my gah! Thats a good guy right there, and Tally dosent even know, or care.

So then I went to print class. There was the Racheal girl waiting before class. So then I went and sat by her. We talked about our phones and stuff. I dont know. So then she leaves for a sec, and leaves her bag with me. Then I look at my iPod for the time. Its only 7 minutes before class. So then she like shows up, and Im like its like time for class so yeah. Then we walk down there.

So I sit there and just listen to what everyone is saying just like wanting to die, cause Rachel is talking about like how she can do like anything on her phone. So anyways then class starts.

I still hadnt done project 4. So I went to do that. I really hate making these film things. So Ill just say that I was having a hard time making them again, and I felt like I was pissing off the teacher pretty bad. An I felt so stupid, cause I just wasnt getting it, and like everyone else was.

So then the teacher said that I didnt do pratice 4. I didnt even know there was one. So I had to do that. So I did that. I wanted to take all my film and stuff he graded home so I was walking into the compy lab with them. Feeling like a moron. I had forgot to grab the project 5 deally from the room, before I went into the comp lab. So I felt like a dumbass, and I didnt want to go back into the room to get one, so I just sat there like an idiot until it was time to go. At one point the teacher comes over to look at what I was doing, and I was just messing around with illustator. So he just looked at me weird. Then went back to whatever he was doing. Eventually it was time to go.

I was so depressed. I wanted to listen to The Black Parade. Cause I wanted something depressing, yet singy. So yeah.

Then when I got home, my mom changed my bed. So now I have a new bed, its ok I guess.

[dark2nightmare]

So today is, September 10, 2008; a Wednesday.

Well I really dont feel like writing in this right now. Im too excited about this project for my graphics class. ;D

So heres a basic rundown.

I went to school, parked in the back. Went to math class, had a quiz. Didnt understand the last problem again.

Then went to Speach class, the teacher went on and on. Then had a quiz. Was one of the last to leave.

Then I went to graphics class. It was ok, cause I was talking to Matthew. ;D Hes awesome, love him.

thats it...

[dark2nightmare]

Today is, Septemeber 11, 2008; a Wednesday.

So I didnt wake up until I had like 1 hour to get ready. Which I watched tv for most of. Really interesting Police Videos on Spike. But I left like a few minutes after 12, there was no time to shower, or anything but wash my face, and brush my hair.

So I got all my stuff together, and took it to my car. But then I turned on the car, and realized I had almost no gas. So I went back inside and told my dad. He gave me $5 for gas. Which got me a little bit above Empty. Which is really sad.

So then I drove to school. It was sprinkeling, rain, but it was still hot out, so it was weird. I got to the parking lot, and drove looking and looking for a spot, found nothing. Went to the other parking lot. Looked and looked nothing. Then I saw this chick pulling out of a spot. Then just as shes pulling out this dude drives up behind her. So I yelled at him. Oh your gonna do it arent you?! As in take the spot. But he didnt. So I yelled at him, thank you for being a good person! ;D

So I parked there and he went to find a space elsewhere. So then I got my bag out, and walked to Geography. While I was walking, the hallway to class was being torn down, or rebuilt or something. I mean couldnt they have done that in the summer when less people are there? But I just said, cool I hope they leave it like that. ;D

In class, the sub dude was still there. So hes like talking about 9/11 or some shit. I think the whole thing is just getting people to vote republican, which is so stupid, I mean why do I want a President that was in the only war America ever lost. OF COURSE I DONT!

So anyways then class started. The teacher was saying that we didnt need to take notes. But then he told us to write down all this stuff. He handed out a note sheet thing. I guess were suppose to read it over and like fill in some of the blanks. Then he handed out this map thing. I guess were suppose to learn every country in Europe or something. Which is rediculuse, theres no way anyone can memorize all those countries, theres 40 or more! I mean come on. So then he like gives us this thing about the Berlin wall coming down. Its like who fucking cares, its down, it was down before I was alive, screw learning about it.

I will say this about the sub dude. At first I thought he might be pretty cool. But now I just think hes a dick. Cause he dosent know what were suppose to be learning or doing or something. So then class was pretty much over. The one chick who sits by me didnt show up. Which was weird. Neither did some other people. There was a new guy in the class too I guess. I dont know who he is, but yeah. So then I walk out of there.

I went back to my car to get rid of some stuff. Then I walked to the room in Lincon Hall where people can sit and do whatever. So I went in there and was just totally derding going to printing. I didnt want to go. I was so affarid that my lucky shirt wouldnt work and I would screw up, and Mr.Conaway would be pissed at me. Or through me out of the class or something. So I sat there and worked on my map.

Some of the numbers on the map were illegable. But I think I got it right. I hope ...So then I just went into the printing room cause no one was in the hall, and class was going to start in like 15 minutes, so I just went in there and sat there. Dani was in there, and I asked her if we were all metting in the other room or something cause thats where we would be going. She said that we were meeting in the normal room. Well some varryation of that. So then I just sat there and waited.

Then more people come in the room. But tonight it was just, me, Racheal, JB, and Dani. Thats it. So we all went into the compy lab, and it was fun. I showed off my illustrator skills. An typeography skills too. ;D It was awesomeness. But as the class came closer to being over. We all sent our work to the apogee work flow system. Racheals wasnt wanting to go through for a long time. Crazy.

But then we all went into the dark room, and it had to be compeletly dark. Cause the flim is sensitive to every type of light. But I was glad that Mr.Conaway did the printing part for us.

But now we have to design for a construction company for the next one. An that one we probably have to do ourself. An Im affaird as always that Ill screw up the machinces and stuff, and then Ill be kicked out of school, an forever be in debt to the school. Cause those are expensive as hell.

But then I just put the film stuff in my floder thingy and left. So it wasnt too bad of a day today. Tomorrow I just have math. *sigh* I really want to have graphics tomorrow...cause I want to see Matthew. But oh well, whats his face in math kinda looks like Alex Kapranos, except not exicuted well.... So yeah...later...

[dark2nightmare]

So today was pointless.
Todays date is: September 12, 2008; a Friday.

So I didnt want to go to school today, I just had math class. But I got up and got ready to go and left. On the way to school I listend to a mixed cd of, Franz Ferdinand, My Chemical Romance, Manowar, and Adema.

So then when I got to school I parked easily enough. But for some reason listening to MCR was just depressing me, but I loved it and couldnt stop. So I listend to the B-sides of the Black Parade. Then I walked to the building, down the hall, and to the elevator. 3 other people got on, then at the 2nd floor, 1 other person got on. We all went to the 3rd floor. So I got out of the elevator, and there were lots of people sitting around waiting to go into the classroom. So I just went and stood near the back of the group and looked at the floor.

Then everyone went inside. Then I asked the girl I sit by if I could compare answers with her, from the worksheet. So I had all the same answers that she did. So I felt good about that.

Then the teacher came in, and was talking about the quiz which we got back. I got 12 out of 20... I knew I didnt get the last one, but I just missed on part of the 2nd problem.

But it really pissed me off, cause the last question was one that mostly no one in the class has seen. I mean wtf? How dose the teacher expect people to know what to do, if they have never seen it before?

I really hate math class, cause I just dont get any of it. Everytime the teacher calls on me in class I feel like a dumbass, cause I dont know understand what hes asking.

Anyways, today when he asked me, I was totally lost, and I felt so bad, that I didnt really write anything down. So then I got pissed. Cause I think he dosent really teacher us anything.

So then class was over, I got out of there as fast as I could. Then when I was driving home. I was soooooooooooooo pissed! It almost caused me to crash.... So a word of advice: NEVER DRIVE ANRGY!

the end.....

[dark2nightmare]

oh, and the math teacher looks like Hitlers Henchmen...

[dark2nightmare]

So today was mostly kick ass.
Todays date is: September 16, 2008; a Monday.

I got up before my alarm clock, and realized I never turned off my tv. Then I was like, huh? Did I sleep at all? So I went back to sleep. Then my alarm clock went off. I turned it off and went back to sleep. But eventually I had to get up. I flipped through the channels on the tv, nothing was on. So I left it on cartoon network.

Then I realized someone was mowing the lawn? It was some dude I didnt know. I went upstairs to find my mom. Didnt see her anywhere. Saw a note on the door, it said: In shower, free to mow lawn. So I was like wth?

So then I went back downstairs. An watched tv. Then I washed my face and brushed my hair. Got my clothes changed. By that time I saw my mom in the back yard. She said the guy was gone now, I guess some dude she hiered to mow the lawn. So then I got my books together and left.

I was listening to a mixed cd of random songs that make me think of SNAPE! So I had a good drive. Pulled into the first parking lot of the school, just to see what I could see. An there was a parking spot! ;D So I pulled in there, right next to a grassy area, and a reaaaaaaaaaaaaaalllly nice porshe. I would have drooled. I have a thing for nice cars, although I do love my car!

So then I listend to some songs that were on the cd I made. Then I walked into the building where my math class was. I got into the elevator with like 3 other people. Then I walked to where 2 other people were waiting for the door to open. I just sat there and listend to the music. I didnt want to talk to anyone.

So then the door opend, the one chick walked inside. So I followed. I sat down and still listend to my iPod. But then the chick, she sits in front of me. She turns around. So I turned off my iPod. Shes like, did you do the homework? Im like yeah but I didnt understand it. I was just like screw this, and copied it out of the back of the book. ;D I serisouly didnt give a fuck today!

So then this other chick that was there starts telling her how to do it or whatever. All the while the dude I talk to sometimes was sitting there shaking his head. So the chick I sit by comes in, and she moves over to the back of the room. So Im just like ok, no, you dont get to have her seat, bitch. ;D So I said to the chick that was helping the chick that sits in front of me with the problem to move, so Jessica (thats the chick that sits by me) can sit down. ;D I sounded kinda bitchy. But like I care!

So then she sat down, and I asked her how her weekend was. She said it was good, so she asked me about mine. So I said, it was ok, kinda boring. But then I was like, oh yeah my friend had a birthday party that I went to, and it was ok. So then pretty much everyone and the teacher came in.

So then class was boring, except when he asked me a question. Good thing I had done the homework, I just read it right off my page, and didnt think twice about it.

Then we had a quiz. The first question was easy. The 3rd question was pretty easy. The 1st part of the 2nd question was easy. But then the second part was hard. I get it when we have a graph to look off of, but not when we dont.

So I just guessed an answer, and left. So the I saw this one chick whos in my Speach class which was my next class. So I asked her when class started. She said at 4 or something, it wasnt even 3 yet. So I was looking at the clock and just said oh, ok then we have a lot of time, so Ill see you later. She didnt even notice there was a clock over on the wall. But yeah so I went down stairs and outside. I walked to my car, and sat there awhile. It was so hot out. So then I needed to go to the bathroom. So I walked back into the building, and went. Then I walked over to the elevator.

But then I saw my friend Katie. So I still had lots of time before class. So I sat there and talked to Katie. She was telling me about her classes, and stuff. About the book shes reading. About how its hard for her to meet people here. Which I found odd, to me she always seemed like someone that it was easy to make friends with. But yeah. So then I went to class.

I got in the elevator with a dude whos in the same class as me. His name is Chris, he sits in the back of class, hes really tall, and really fat, hes married, and is some sort of hospital worker. He talked to me a little bit. He said he has an anxiety disorder and that he takes Zanx before class. So he feels pretty good. I was like when he said that. I was just saying I dont like giving speaches. Just not something I like to do.

Anyways so we got off the elevator. I walked down the hall way the wrong way. So then I walked back and into the room. I didnt do the reading. But the teacher really dosent care. Chris said he thought we were giving speaches again. So I was like ahhhhh great. But all we did was watch this really funny movie. It was pretty funny. I did all the same hand gusterus as they did them. ;D

So then he gave us an assignment, and we left. So then I went to see if Katie was still sitting there. She was. So I talked to her a little bit. ;D But in the back of my mind I kept thinking that I wanted to go see Matthew. But I didnt.

Eventually though I had to go. So I was walking to my car, but I looked at my clock one more time to make sure I had time to go there and eat candy. But I didnt. I was going to be late. So I walked to class instead. I walked into the building and into the room but realized none of those people were in my class. So I was just like oh sorry, and walked over to where Racheal was standing. I couldnt understand most of what she was saying. But I did understand some of it, it was funny. But I didnt see Chad or Matthew anywhere. So then we all went inside, and still no Matthew, but Chad showed up. But I dont sit by him. So then, I just sat there, Matthew never came to class.

But class started, and yeah I didnt pay attention to half of what Mr.Eckel was saying. Then I just worked on my add. I think it turned out ok. But still others looked better. But I think my persentation of it was awesome. ;D But it took me forever to do it. OOOOH MAN! Plus I just remember, I didnt put back the cleaner thing, or through away the paper towel I used. I hope Mr.Conaway didnt get too angery about that... I mean because its his shop, that we have to make the mounts in.

So then I finished that and went inside and wrote my name on the back. Then I just got the file thing into the floder deally he wants all the stuff to go into. Then I left.

I came home, and my aunts here. Which dosent really bother me, but dosent really excite me either.

The end.

[dark2nightmare]

the above was the 15th...