My school journal

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I'll try to post in it every day when school starts.

I still haven't gotten my schedule yet.

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My classes:
1st- PE, Speech (FUCK,) or Study
2nd- Adv. English 1
3rd- Band
4th- Spanish 1
5th- Algebra 1
6th-American Civics
7ths- Pre Chem or Art1
8th- Same

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I don't think Pre Chem is going to be as hard as I thought it would. I don't know, though. So far, the only class I've had to do anything in is Pre Chem, and that's studying for a quiz that's going to be on Thursday. I know the quiz is going to be easy. The only thing I have to do is name the first 20 elements and their symbols. I already know them, because I was studying a few hours ago.

I am so tired, because I barely got any sleep last night. I'm going to bed much earlier tonight, and I'll probably sleep better. I could probably fall asleep now if I tried, but I want to be able to sleep well tonight.

I was only bullied once today, and that was when I was going to the bus to get home. I don't know if what they did is even considered bullying.

I guess that's about all for now. Nothing really exciting happened today.

[dark2nightmare]

what did they do? how did they bully you?

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I forget.


Nothing really exciting today happened. If I want, I can watch a video on YouTube of the Democratic Convention thing and write a paragraph about it for extra credit in speech class. American Civics was boring. I know all of the stuff for the quiz in Pre Chem tomorrow thanks to Free Rice lol. All I need to know for the quiz are the first 20 elements on the periodic table. I need to find my scientific calculator, because I lost it. I also need a new Spanish dictionary.

That's about all.

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In PE, we just got our lockers. I had to wait about 20 minutes until I got mine. Then, I had to see if it worked and stuff. About 10 minutes after that, it was time for the next class.

In band, I made a bunch of mistakes and crap, because I couldn't see the book well that I had to play from. I had to share with someone, because there weren't enough books for everyone. The book was at an angle where I couldn't see it but the other person could. I didn't bother doing anything with it, though. I guess I was too afraid for some reason. I'm just weird. I felt like I was making a fool out of myself with my instrument, because I suck so bad. At least I think I suck bad.

My Spanish class is going to be in a different room. It's going to be closer to my band class than the one it was originally in, so I hopefully won't be late too often for Spanish. I had to go all the way to the other end of the school to get to Spanish. In 7th grade, though, the class after band was even farther away . The teacher would at least give me a pass back then, though.

So far, in Algebra, we are doing extremely easy things like wording T+2x. I usually get my homework done for that class in 2 minutes. The teacher said it would get harder, though. He said he was only doing this, because it is in the curriculum.

American Civics is extremely boring so far. I hope it gets better. Today, we had to answer the easiest questions ever, like, "How many stars are on the American Flag?" There were some quite difficult questions on it, too. He said that people coming to the United States have to answer those questions and get a 90% on it or better.

I definitely got a 100% on my Pre Chem quiz today. It was so easy. I studied A LOT on Free Rice. It was so easy. So far, this class is good. I hope it stays like this ^_^. Today, we had to make some kind of strange goopy stuff without a name . She didn't even tell us what we were making it from . It was light-green and smelled good xD.

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More about yesterday:

In speech yesterday, I had to talk about my summer, where I live, and a bunch of other crap. I stood up there for maybe 10-20 seconds. I was so freakin' nervous, especially since I wasn't prepared. A bunch of people laughed when I got down from the podium thing. I don't know if they were laughing about me, though. I know I sucked bad at that speech. Speech is going to suck so bad.

In art yesterday, we had to draw random lines for about five minutes without knowing what we were going to do with them. Then, she told us to make an environment with them or something like that. It took me a while to figure out what I was going to draw. I finally decided to make the lines into a mountain with a cloud at the top. On the side, there were two lines that I had no idea what I was going to do with. I then decided that they looked like a tree and began to make them into a tree. That's when I nearly bumped into the sun I drew in the corner. I decided that the tree would have its top chopped off . I don't know why someone would chop only the top of a tree off, but that's what I drew xD. I regretted that. Hah. xD After I looked at it, it looked like some sort of random board of broken wood that is standing up extremely high .

In art, I have my own table. I guess that's good, except everything gets passed around the tables like paper and stuff, and I am usually one of the last tables to get stuff >.<.

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I feel like everyone at school thinks I'm some sort of weirdo, even though I've barely been bothered this year so far. I still feel like crap at school >.<. I hope the bullying doesn't start up again. I fuckin' hate bullying. Ugh. I remember in 7th grade, I was bullied almost every, single period of each day . It sucked so bad, and it affected last year a lot. I feel like everyone at school sees me as some kind of crazy person or something. Ugh. It sucks.

I don't think I'm going to eat lunch at school. I don't know, though. Today at lunch, I really didn't care that I didn't have anything to eat. I just read a book that I have to read for summer reading. It's a really boring book right now. I don't think it's going to get any better, either.

Hmm, I guess that's about all for now. 9th grade is extremely easy so far, but it'll probably get extremely harder. I'm shocked nobody has really done much to me, yet . It'll probably come, though.

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i wasn't going to say anything, but if i don't i won't be able to sleep (and probably live with myself)

you seriously have to start appreciating yourself more angela... if you think they will bully you then they WILL, you're giving them permission to do so by showing them you're insecure...i'm not trying to be mean or anything but how on earth do do expect people to not bully you and respect you when you bully yourself all the time? i really can't blame people for picking on you, i mean come on if i you saw a girl that looks like she wants the earth to swallow her on the spot of course you're going to pick on her (ok you probably wouldn't because you're too awesome but most people would) so yeah...and you say you feel like everyone at school thinks you're some kind of crazy person, i guarantee you they don't...step out of your body and look at yourself, and i mean REALLY LOOK at yourself, do you see a loser that has no future and will probably end up killing herself over some idiotic guy calling her a bad name? if you do see that then you might as well jump of a building right now and stop wasting your time, hopefully i'll see you in the next life and tell you how blind and stupid you were or do you see a brilliant and creative girl that does great in school and has the brains to create a forum that a lot of people (including me) could never ever create and has an amazing future waiting for her as soon as she learns to accept herself?

i guess what i'm trying to say is that people will do whatever you let them do to you, and you're letting them do what they want because you don't care about yourself...the sooner you start caring about you the sooner you can get on with your life and be happy, it's all up to you

and again i'm not trying to be mean, but yeah i just don't see how i can get through to you if i sugar coat things

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Today, I didn't have school. I don't know why, though .

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In speech, I have to make a speech about whatever I want to. I have no idea what it'll be on, though. I had to read my extra credit homework in front of the class, and I thought some people were quietly laughing at me again. Maybe they were laughing at someone else, though.

In band, we finally got a song to play. It's a Beatles song. I forget what it's called. It's not that hard, though. I suck at playing the trumpet so bad. Well, I think so, anyway. My mom says I'm good, but she probably just says that, because I'm her daughter. I actually have part 3 for the new song .

In Algebra I, we are still doing stupid stuff. We are doing to order of operations crap now. I think I learned that crap in 6th grade or something.

In Art I, we are doing some sort of things called Molas with construction paper. I screwed mine up a bit, but it's still okay.

When the teacher said that some of the people could move to another table from a crowded table, nobody came to mine. I feel like they just don't want to be near me, but that's probably just me.

I didn't have time to pack my lunch, so I didn't eat today. I don't think I'm going to take lunch anymore. I'm unsure. During lunch, in the bathrooms, I put PETA's KFC leaflet in the stall I was using. I wonder if anyone read it or not xD. I'll do that again tomorrow .

[dark2nightmare]

hey, just saying i understand about band, serisouly, if you dont like band, drop it....

i played 3rd part in band too, trombone though, i sucked horrible, everyone laughed at me behind my back, and would yell at me all the time....so yeah if you dont like band, just quit...after i quit band school was soooooo much better

maybe you should try sitting with people in art? like just go in right before the bell, and just sit with some random people...what do you have to loose?

way to go with the leaflets though...wish i could go veggie....my dad would have a cow, when i move away i think i will though...

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Sept 2, 2008 21:45:43 GMT -5 dark2nightmare said:

hey, just saying i understand about band, serisouly, if you dont like band, drop it....

i played 3rd part in band too, trombone though, i sucked horrible, everyone laughed at me behind my back, and would yell at me all the time....so yeah if you dont like band, just quit...after i quit band school was soooooo much better

maybe you should try sitting with people in art? like just go in right before the bell, and just sit with some random people...what do you have to loose?

way to go with the leaflets though...wish i could go veggie....my dad would have a cow, when i move away i think i will though...

You can just say that you don't feel like whatever they give you for dinner if it consists of meat. That's what I did.

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I put some more leaflets in the bathroom today. I also put some under someone's seat where people always put their books. I hope someone noticed it.

I'm so worried about speech class tomorrow. I have to do a speech in front of the class with not even a paper to distract me. I'm so scared, and I don't even know what I'm going to talk about!

For 1st period today, I had study hall, and my brother was in that class. We had to do 4sight testing, which is some sort of state testing or something. I had to sit there for two hours >.<.


I sucked really bad at band today.

In Algebra I today, I distracted myself with daydreams and drawing ^_^.

In American Civics, we're STILL going over that stupid paper >.<.

The quiz in Pre Chem was a bit harder than the last one. I hope I still did alright. I got a 100 on the quiz I took last week.

I think people were talking about me, because they said my name, and they weren't talking to me. Oh, well. =/

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I just got home about an hour ago. My stomach has been hurting since I got up, and I have no idea why .

I didn't get to do my speech today, because there wasn't enough time. I think I'm going to do it on Sandy, my cat. I'm still going to be super-nervous . It won't be that hard, though.

I'm getting better at the band song ^_^. Also, it is called, "I Saw Her Standing There" by The Beatles. Maybe I shall download it and listen to it.

In American Civics, we were assigned laptops to type our notes on. The laptops' keyboards were quite different from regular keyboards, of course. The mouse thing was in the middle of the f and g keys. The things to click the mouse were below all of the keys. Obviously, I've never used a laptop before today xD.

In art, I finished my mola thing and started to work on the new project. The new project is a stained glass window design thing on paper.

During lunch, I put a Petsmart leaflet in the bathroom. I'm going to Petsmart now, and I'm going to do that again. I have the leaflet in my pocket. I only have like ten more leaflets left, though, and I don't want to already use my ink up. I used more than half of it up just on the leaflets, 4 pictures for my folder, and an extra credit project for speech.

I guess that's about all for today.

[dark2nightmare]

print one leaflet, and go to the library and make copies

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I would need a library pass for that and a study hall period. I only have one study hall every 6 days.