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Post by xxbetsaidaxx on May 12, 2008 19:04:02 GMT -5
ok...i guess i'll have a blog here...i'm like brain dead right so i won't post much...
it's been a horrible day, i'm sooo confused about pretty much everything that happened, i haven't been able to stop crying for some unknown reason since i got home and i'm probably dehydrated from it, I don't know if that's even possible...but i will be ok by the end of the day i just need to get back to reality and go read the perks (perks of being a walllflower) i'm pretty sure i will be back to my cheery self again by tomorrow, and if not i'll have to go read the perks again...
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Post by dark2nightmare on May 14, 2008 15:18:22 GMT -5
awww Bets...seems lots of people are feeling bad anymore  |
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Post by xXxAnG.eLaxXx on May 14, 2008 15:27:43 GMT -5
Hope you feel better soon. I was crying last night, too. I kept it silent, though, of course, because I didn't want anyone to hear me.
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Post by xxbetsaidaxx on May 14, 2008 17:49:26 GMT -5
i'm back to feeling great again, it was just a bad day i guess I don't know, i don't remember why i was feeling like crap...the way my head works is weird  |
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Post by xxbetsaidaxx on May 18, 2008 17:25:23 GMT -5
i went to my dad's place today, well we were only there for like a bit and then we went to walk at the mall, and i got two death note key chains and they're awesome! and then we went to barnes and noble and i got the manga, i never actually read mangas but yeah i just saw it and i had nothing to read and i didn't feel like walking around much to look for something interesting so i just got it...and then i got here and i'm having an ice-cold diet coke to keep me from melting lol, and yeah that's about everything in my day that's worth typing out  |
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Post by xxbetsaidaxx on May 18, 2008 20:12:23 GMT -5
i just finished the death note manga! i thought it would actually keep me busy for a couple of days or something but yeah it didn't, i knew i should have bought the next volume too...and i just realized i'm weirder than i thought cause of my unexplainable loyalty to a site, i went to mibba and was about to get an account there but then i felt like a horrible traitor for 'betraying' quizzy or whatever, so yeah that kind of convinced me that i have to stick with quizilla and not leave it, so yeah i'm back to going there all the time  |
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Post by xXxAnG.eLaxXx on May 18, 2008 20:16:10 GMT -5
Awesome.
You can have both a Mibba account and a Quizilla account.
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Post by xxbetsaidaxx on May 18, 2008 20:50:46 GMT -5
i know, i think i'm going to make a mibba account sometime soon, but i just felt horrible about getting one and not being on quizy lol |
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Post by xxbetsaidaxx on May 27, 2008 19:36:38 GMT -5
we had to write this essay in bio today and i was like dead tired so i just basically changed a few words from the example my teacher gave us and at the end of the period we were supposed to go show it to him so he could read it, anyway when i was standing in line i saw that most of the people were getting Ds on it and when i gave him mine he just looked at it and wrote a huge A+ on it and i was like 'did you even read it?' and he said he didn't have to read because he knew i was a good student, but actually i didn't even put a title on it and i honestly don't even know what the heck i wrote about, and then i started thinking about my grade in that class, i don't think i even have half of the work for the class and all i do there is copy down notes that i have not once read, i do good on tests and all but that's only like 15% of the grade and yet i have an A+ in the class it just doesn't make sense, I don't know why my teacher is so I don't know 'lenient' or whatever with me i mean i was nice to him at the beginning of the year when all the idiots made fun of him cause of his accent but yeah it just doesn't feel right...and i also got the bio student of the semester award last semester cause he nominated me, i just feel I don't know guilty or something even if it's not really my fault, but i know that i didn't deserve it at all, and i'm sure someone else did  |
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Post by dark2nightmare on Jun 1, 2008 18:15:56 GMT -5
umm, dude i feel weird about saying it,....but.....maybe.......he.....likes you!  |
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Post by xxbetsaidaxx on Jun 2, 2008 23:10:17 GMT -5
it's not that, i asked him - i didn't ask him if he liked me that way of course- but yeah he said i reminded him of his daughter, he told me she killed herself a couple of years ago i kind of feel bad now for reminding him about it |
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Post by xxbetsaidaxx on Jun 6, 2008 18:05:00 GMT -5
i feel great!!!!!!!!!!! it's weird how you can be all emo and crap one day and the next you feel great, but yeah I don't know i had a good day i guess, i did my presentation for english today well it wasn't a presentation really cause i did a vid and just played it for the class so yeah i didn't have to talk in front of the class, or i did in the vid but not like in person, i'm confusing myself, anyway i did it on veganism and not on 'stargirl' like i had planned to, i think i got a good grade on it even if i was supposed to do it on wednesday so i lost 5 points for being late, oh and i also baked some vegan cookies for the class and they all liked them and said that they were even better than non-vegan cookies which was great, and then we had a party in bio but that was kind of lame i just zoned out and listened to my ipod but then it died cause i forgot to charge it like always so yeah then i watched the movie, it was alvin and the chipmunks, i went to watch it with my little bro when it first came out and yeah it's way better in the theater than in a classroom, and yeah that was my day...i just realized this is really long oh well |
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Post by xxbetsaidaxx on Jun 16, 2008 22:08:48 GMT -5
i'm so freaking tired! i seriously just want to go to bed right now but i have a TON of hw, and it's only the first day of summer school! this is going to be a looooong summer the only good thing is that steven was stupid like me and got a D first semester as well so yeah he sits next to me which means i'm going to be able to share his book cause he's going to leave it there cause he can use his sister's at home so yeah i won't have to carry a stupid book that weights like 10lbs everyday...but yeah my break is over i'm going to go back to doing my stupid hw, it really is stupid it's mostly like pre-alg crap...  |
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Post by xxbetsaidaxx on Jun 19, 2008 21:12:37 GMT -5
my sis dyed her hair black! and it sucks! it looks good on her and what not but yeah i'm used to her being a blondie cause she's been a blond since she was like 16 or something like that, and yeah dark hair is MY thing, seriously i started dying my hair way back then because i didn't want to be like her or anyone one else in my family and now it feels like i've lost some of my 'individuality' or whatever and it sucks if she adds any random bright color like me i will seriously sneak in her room and bleach her hair while she's sleeping...i probably sound shallow or whatever for caring about hair and that stuff but i just can't help it |
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Post by xxbetsaidaxx on Jun 25, 2008 16:06:54 GMT -5
steven is trying to convert me into a christian!!! it's quite fun actually, we were done with the classwork really early and i was bored so out of no where i asked the people in my area or whatever you call it if they thought 'god' was a male or female, which led to a really interesting debate on whether god was real or not, and i said that i don't believe in the god they all worshiped but i did believe in a something greater than humans, and steven was all like 'but god is real there's proof of it everywhere' and i'm like 'i won't believe in him until he comes down here and tells me he's real himself' and yeah then he said evolution was all made up by nutty scientists and creation was real and i just couldn't stop giggling for some reason lol, anyway it was fun it was like talking to my dad when he's being stubborn about religion, this probably makes me a weirdo but i love talking to my dad about religion even if we never agree on anything, so it was like sitting with my dad in math class oh and the reason i brough up god in class was because steven's always like 'lord give me strength' whenever we have to start working in something new that looks difficult...it's hilarious and i decided that i am going to start a video blog on youtube, it will hopefully help me with my chronic boredom |
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