fuck the police

[dark2nightmare]

last night i got pulled over for running a red light....

serisouly! heres what happend

i just got out of school, i had forgotten my screen prints and vellum paper in the shop, so its probably throughn away now...

i went to wash my hands...and then i walked out of the buliding and to my car...i put my bag in the trunk like i always do....its a 4 day weekend, so i was soooo happy about that....then i just turned up my music, like i always do....i was listening to franz ferdinands first album which is self titled...the track was this fire...

so i pulled out of my parking spot...and got out of the parking lot...to the stop sign....i had my turn signal on looked both ways, which were clear....so i got out into that road....when down to the next light....there was a car turning right too, so i stopped and the light was green...they went and got in the fast lane, i went and got in the slow lane...

so then i get threw the first light....im pretty sure it was green....

so then i get to the next light which was solid yellow...thats where i saw the cop...

so then i get to the next light...the car that was in front of me when i turned out of school was just a little bit a head of me...in the fast lane...and they get through the yellow...but right as im in the intersection it changes to red...

then i look in my review and i see the fucking cop with its lights on... so im like shit is that for me??? and apparently it was....so at the next light i put on my turn signal and turn down my music and turn into a street that i have never been on, its dark....and then i turn down into another road....and turn my music off completely..and i roll down my window....and wait...

i didnt kill the engine because it was dark...and who knows if this is really even a cop or not? sometimes people do shit like that and impersonate officers and then bad things happen to you....and plus i didnt totally even know where i was, because i had never been on this road before...i wasnt totally sure if i could even find my way back to the street....also i was hoping that there was a sign that said no parking....didnt matter too much...

so then the officer comes out of his car and over to me....he says why do you think i pulled you over...so i said because i ran a red light....that was stupid....i should have said that im not 100% sure.....because...serisouly the light was yellow i thought i could make it....

anyways then he said, yeah where you headed? so i said, home...he said wheres home? i said in willard....then for some reason i said i just got out of school...he said wheres school, so i said right up there at OTC...and he said ok im gonna need to see you licience and insurance information....

so i said, its in the trunk...and he said your insurance information is in the trunk? and i said yes, its a little card, and then for some reason i moved my fingers to make a square shape, and then i said that i keep in my wallet...and then for some reason i guestrued like putting it in my wallet....

so then i went on to say, would it be ok if i got out and got it because its in my bag? and he said can you open the trunk from inside the car? so i said yes i can, its in my bag, its the only bag back there...and he said in your trunk? and i said yeah...

so i fumbled with my keys still in the ignition...and hit the buttton for my trunk....so then he goes to my trunk and gets my bag and hes holding it like away from himself....like I don't know it disscuted him or something....

so then he hands me my bag....and i say its just right here in this top zipper....so i open it and fish my hand around for my wallet....i get out my wallet and take out all my cards...to find my licence....i hand it to him and say theres my licence...and then i get out all my little paper cards and try to figure out which on my insureance card is....then i found it, i hand it to him saying there i think thats my insureance card...

so then he walks back over to his car....to run my data through the system i guess...

while hes doing that im just hoping that i dont get a ticket because if i get one i cannot afford it...and it was the frist time i had ever been pulled over...so i was just hoping that he would let me off with a warning...i really was about to cry

then he comes back and says, ok tiffany...heres your licences and insurance information...and then he hands them to me and just hold on to them....and then he says, ok i wrote you a ticket for running a soild red.... i was sersisouly about to cry...so i asked him like, can explain to me what im suppose to do, because i have never been pulled over before....i was hopping it wasnt for too much money....but then he says like he set my court date for a 3-11-09 at 9 am.......>.<

so i start freaking out thinking what day of the week that could be...because i have a 10 am class....and i cannot afford to miss that class....i just cant >.<

so then i like interupt him asking what day of the week that is....and he said its a wednesday...so i say i dont thing i can make it then...and im serisouly about to cry....and hes just like well ok ok, let me finish explaning...this to you...so i say ok ok....and he said that i could either appear in court on this day or i could call and have it reshedualed or i could just pay the fine and send it in the evelope he gave me....

so i asked him how much it was for...and he said theres a chart on the envelope that says how much its for...so i say ok ok...then he says do you have any other questions...and i say I don't know...im not sure...or something like that..and he says well you can just call this number right here, and he points to the number, and you can reschedual it....or ask any other questions you have....

so he hands it to me and i say ok ok....so then he walks back to his car....and i look to see how much its for...and its for 130 bucks...

so i serisouly start to cry....i cant afford this, i cannot even afford deoderant right now....i dont need this crap serisouly...so i cryed the whole way home...

and there was on point where i wanted to ram my car into a ditch or slam into another on comming car...and just end it...

when i got home i was crying soooo bad, my mom was freaking out thinking something horrible had happend...but this wasnt as horrible of a thing that she thought might have happend...but still it sucks soooo bad

if i had just remembed to get my prints and vellum paper...i would have left school later and that stupid cop wouldnt have been there and everything would have been fine....

[xxbetsaidaxx]

that's really horrible
you were really unlucky, most cops would have let you off with a warning, i guess he was having a bad day or something... i'm sure you'll forget all about it soon though, try not to stress to much over it

[xXxAnG.eLaxXx]

Cops are always there when you least need them and not there when you seriously need them >.<