bets' school journal!?!?!

[xxbetsaidaxx]

yeah i don't like the kind of power that makes you be not nice to other people lol

anyway today was ok...
today's wednesday so it was a late start day (we start at 9:15) so yeah i woke up around 6:15 and went for a walk cause i couldn't go back to sleep, so i got back here at like 7:30 and looked for something to wear, i felt like wearing my vest thingy but i couldn't find it anywhere so i went into my sis' room and asked her if she had borrowed it and she said she hadn't so i just gave up and looked for something else, so yeah i finished getting ready for school, and like 2 mins before i left i found my vest thingy so i changed my shirt to one that goes with it ;D, then i walked to the bus stop, i started thinking about something someone told me last night and that made me really really sad so i started crying not like messy kind of crying but just like silently crying, i'm really glad i didn't forget my sunglasses today otherwise people would have know i was crying...so anyway i got to school and went to the restroom to see if i my eyes were red, and they were so yeah i stayed in there until the bell rang, then i went to ap english and i'm like 'oh crap i forgot my book at home!!!!' so yeah i had to share with someone...then i went to pre calc and again i'm like 'oh crap i forgot my book at home!!!' mr. naeve had told us he wasn't going to be there and we had to bring our books, but yeah i completely forgot so i just read the messenger, this one guy asked me if i wanted to share his book but yeah i just told him i'll do it at home...then i went to webpage design and since i was finished with the flyer thingy i just worked on the photoshop tutorial things, i did the 3D one and this other one where i had to combine two images, the girl that on the comp next to mine kept getting stuck so i helped her, i didn't mind it at all though i kind of enjoyed helping her ...nothing really happened at lunch, it was like the usual thing so yeah i'm skipping that...i did absolutely nothing in mr. o's class, i didn't feel like reading so i just sat on the floor and listened to happy music then in pod we worked on this one thing that i don't remember so yeah then i went to chem (said hi to the guy i say hi to lol) and yeah we had a test in there, it was just three questions but it was kind of hard, he told the class that he would be buying bigmac meals to anyone that got 100% on it, 3 people will be getting their gross and fattening meal , i got one wrong but yeah it was no big deal...then i went to the bus, it was there for once and it was the 1st one the line thing so that was unusual...

i went to the open house thing today, i'm going to write about it right now maybe here or in my regular blog I don't know

[xxbetsaidaxx]

ok so i'm going to write about the open house thing here cause yeah it was in school

so i got home, cooked something for my little brother because he didn't like what my mom had made (my little sis did) so yeah then i went on my comp, but that got boring so i went to watch a movie with my brother and sis, so yeah then the phone rang, it was my mom, she told me my counselor had called her about a meeting at 4:30 so she would leave work early so we could go to that...lame...so yeah she got here and my brother didn't want to go so she asked the neighbor to watch him while we went to the meeting/open house...we got to school and the meeting was in the career center so i showed her where it was, she said it was too far from the main entrance and yeah i just sighed cause it's not even that far, so yeah the orientation thing was boring, mr. walling just told the people that were there (there was like 5 students + their parents) about fafsa deadlines and sat deadlines and application deadlines and act deadlines and more and more and more deadlines, i mean ahhh!!! get over the freaking deadlines already!!! so yeah after like 30 mins of being in there, this one guy that was in another table looks at me and says "hey stephanie you have to go to mr. whatever's room and get your yearbook picture taken" and i'm like then i asked "ehhh who's stephanie?" and he said "omg you're not stephanie! she looks just like you! i'm sorry" then i just smiled it was kind of funny and weird at the same time, last year this one guy in my medical terminology class asked me why my twin had missed 2nd period, and yeah i told him i have no twin and he thought i was lying, i wonder if they were both talking about the same girl, i wish i knew who she was ...so yeah then we went out of the career center and my mom went to sit at a table, i went to get water then went to sit with her, she talked on the phone until the presentation thing started in the auditorium, this one girl sat by me and i was like "hello! how are you?" and she looked startled like people didn't usually talk to her or something i've seen her at lunch alone, i'm going to talk to her tomorrow if i see her...so yeah the presentation was boring and they played this movie the video productions class made, it was kind of funny but you could just tell they had cut out things that they thought parents would find 'inappropriate' because BNN is way better than that, oh well...then it was time to show my mom my classes, i went to mr. mcdams room and he just talked about what we did in class and how we were going to need to buy 4 books, it was hard to pay attention because this three guys sat by me and kept talking about random stuff and looking at me, it was weird, i'm like 99% sure they were high on something, when we left the class my mom said mr. mcadams was weird, i told her that a lot of people said he sounded high on the first week of school, but that i was sure he didn't do drugs (i REALLY think he does, but it's not like i'm going to tell my mom that, and he's a good teacher so it doesn't matter) and i told her that he actually tuned his weirdeness level down because he's 100x weirder and randomer during class...i knew mr. naeve wasn't there but i wanted to make her walk what i usually walk during the day so i took her to his classroom, then i took her to webpage design and mrs. taylor (i remembered her name!! yay!!) told her i was doing good in her class and that she thought i already knew a lot of the stuff we're learning, that's not entirely true but yeah i do know some of the stuff in there...so then i was going to take her to mr. o's room but yeah there was really no point cause i'm just his TA and she knows him from last year, so i just took her to pod, mrs. thompson just went over the class things and she told my mom i was doing good and that i'm a great listener and i don't talk much, that was kind of unexpected/expected at the same time, teachers have always said that but yeah i've only had her for a couple of weeks and it was strange that she thought i didn't talk much because yeah we haven't had to do anything where we had to talk...so yeah then i took her to chem and mr. john was talking to this one girl's dad about her failing the test we had today, she kept saying he didn't explain things right and blah blah blah, it annoyed me a bit i mean seriously how old is she? and she has to bring her dad to yell at the teacher because of HER inability to pay attention?! she's not the only one that took the test and other people were able to pass it!!!! anyway she left and then my mom asked him how i was doing in there and he said i was doing great blah blah blah...then we left and my mom started to complain about how much we had walked and i told her that she had to walk all that with over four thousand students crowding everywhere and making it almost impossible to walk to class without getting bumped into/trampled when it's 105+ degrees outside and then she could complain all she wanted, she just shut up about the subject we just drove home and that was the end of that

[xxbetsaidaxx]

today wasn't so great...i'll try to make this short and sweet cause i have a horrible headache...

i woke up, couldn't find anything to wear so i just grabbed some jeans and a plain black boring shirt, rode the bus to school, sat in my base thingy and listened to the smiths then after a while i saw mr. naeve (pre calc teacher) coming toward me so yeah i said hello and he said hello and asked me if the sub had asked us to bring the book today and i told him he had and he said it was great cause he wasn't going to be there today either and we had to finish yesterday's work, then i asked him if he meant eeo (every other odd) instead of every odd because it was A LOT of work and he said he did mean all the odds because he wanted us to review so i was like great and he said "you'll be fine" and he left, then corey and tangy and that other girl there got there and i wanted to be alone and keep listening to the awesomeness of the smiths, but yeah they kept being loud so it was annoying, then the bell rang and tangy and the girl went in one direction and corey and i in the other cause our 1st periods are close to each other, so yeah when we were walking he saw this one cheerleader girl and said "oh hell no! What the fuck is she doing?! she's way too fat and ugly to be a cheerleader" AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! he flipping said that!!! and REALLY loud so she obviously heard!!! she's a person with feelings!!! then they wonder why there's so many girls with EDs, that REALLY hit a nerve i just wanted to slap him or kick him or something, i just turned around and said "dude not cool, don't ever say things like that in front of me" and he's all like "well she is is not my fault" i ignored him...so yeah nothing happened in 1st period...i did have my book this time for pre calc but this one guy asked if he could borrow it during silent reading time and i said yeah and then i just let him use it for the whole period cause i wanted to read, but yeah i didn't get any of the work done ...nothing really happened in third...then lunch, i went and sat at my base thingy and tangy and the other girl and some other guy were there and then corey got there and we walked to the cafeteria, on the way there he kept being stupid and saying he was always the center of attention so i was like "of course you are" i said that sarcastically obviously, and he's like "oh Shut the fuck up leah (he calls me leah) you know i am" so i was like whatever and then he started talking about religion and i said i didn't care and he's like "yeah you told me, tangy did i tell you leah said she didn't give a fuck about what you thought of her not believing in god?" tangy's in a christian group thing so she's like all religious and stuff, so i was like "ehh did i say that? when?" and he's like "this morning" we had talked about religion a bit, so yeah i said "i said i didn't care if SHE believed in god, you probably didn't listen to me cause you were too busy being rude and mean to people you don't know" and then he told me to shut up, i did, and then i told them i was going to go get a powerade and just left cause i couldn't deal with him anymore, i just went and sat at the other side of the school and listened to my ipod and read, i guess i should be mad at him or something for being a comple a** hole, but i'm not, i'm just tired of them so i won't hang out with them tomorrow, or ever I don't know...nothing happened in 4th, 5th, or 6th...i rode the bus home...

the end

[xxbetsaidaxx]

today was an ok day

i went through my morning routine, i was just going to wear my gray shirt with a doll on it that has a button as a flower (i love that shirt but yeah it was kind of cold so i wore my gray/white striped long sleeved shirt under it, i hadn't worn that since like spring or something so it felt good to wear it again, i just grabbed some lame skinny jeans, then i could only find one of my striped black/white shoes so i had to wear my black ones with rainbow thingies on them...i seem to be describing my clothes a bit much lately lol oh well...anyway i rode the bus to school and listened to my ipod until the bell rang, mr. mcadams wasn't there so we had a sub, he just gave us this really long essay thing about this one guy (i can't remember his name, i couldn't even pronounce it it was like echua something, it was an african name) saying that joseph conrad was racist in heart of darkness, we're supposed to start reading and analyzing heart of darkness this week so yeah...mr. naeve wasn't there either so we had a sub, i had him as a sub last year for mr. o's class i think, but yeah anyway we had a test in there it was really hard, i only did what i could cause we're finishing it tomorrow...i have no clue what we're doing in third, i guess the teacher is just giving time to catch up to those who haven't finished everything but yeah it's lame i have everything done, i think i even have a couple more tutorials than i need to have, so yeah i just tried to do this one thing with a ball that looks like it's exploding but i got frustrated with it so i just practiced smoothing all the people pics we have in the graphics' folder, but yeah that got lame so i looked up some johnny depp pics to fix but they were all already perfect (cause he's almost perfect lol) the girl that sits next to me looked at what i was doing and said johnny was hot and i was like 'duh of course he is' lol, but yeah i gave jack sparrow perfectly smooth skin lol, have you ever seen a pirate with amazing skin? lol it was kind of fun...then lunch, i walked to my usual spot and this one cute korean guy that i talked to for a while last year until they changed his classes and he disappeared started frantically waving at me so i waved back and smiled he was wearing a striped long sleeved shirt too lol, but he had an orange t-shirt over it, it's weird cause i'm pretty sure the 1st time i saw him he was wearing that shirt and i was wearing the same shirt but with another one over it, but yeah then i just sat in my usual spot and tangy and sasha got there and asked me if i was going to go to the cafeteria with them but i told them i was tired so i just stayed there and listened to music and read a bit...in 4th mr. o had me enter grades into the comp, and then at the end of the period he asked me to take a paper to mrs. mcgee at the library so i walked all the way to the library, when in was half way there the bell rang so i was like 'crap i'm gonna be late if i go to the library' but yeah i went anyway, and i was late to 5th ...we didn't do much in 6th, just took notes...i rode the bus home and yeah it was pretty uneventful...

the end...

[xxbetsaidaxx]

ok so i'm kind of too tired to write about wednesday & thurday, there was no school on friday so that was nice

today was a good day i guess...
i woke up a bit late so i just grabbed some skinny jeans and a a t-shirt but yeah i looked outside and it was REALLY windy, so i got an awesome red jacket that i got last winter, well it was actually last spring cause i didn't even get to wear it once, but yeah it's pretty cool but it has a ton of buttons so it's hard to put on/take it off though oh well, then i remembered i had a red headband that kind of went with the jacket so i wore that too, i don't wear headbands often cause they make me look more like an innocent 10 year old than usual, then i rode the bus to school and i was going to go sit at my usual spot but i decided to go to the restroom even if i really didn't have to go, when i was walking out i bumped into brandon, like literally bumped into him cause yeah i wasn't watching where i was going and neither was he, he was like "hey, i haven't talked to you in a long time" and i said "i know huh? have you been hiding under a rock or something?" then he said "nah, so how are you?" then i said "i'm good, how about you?" ok i'm going to stop with the he said/i said cause it's annoying, hopefully it won't get confusing or whatever "i'm good too, so did you do anything over the summer" "not really, it was probably the most uneventful summer ever, did you do anything" "i went to the beach a few times" "that sounds fun, but yeah i was too busy too go to the beach you know" "doing what?" "being awesome and lazy of course" "well i can't argue with that, so i notice you dress very different from last year" "ehh i do?" "yeah like more well I don't know it's hard to explain, actually one of my friends commented on that the other day, i hadn't noticed until he pointed it out" "your friends know me? nice" then we talked about random stuff that i don't remember anymore and then i told him i had to go talk to a teacher and went the other way, brandon is my ex btw and yeah we hadn't really talked besides 'hello/hi' whenever we see each other in the way to class, I don't know it felt good to talk to him for some reason even if it was for like a few minutes...then we talked about 'the hollow men' in english, i didn't really get it...we took notes in pre calc and mr. naeve said he was disappointed in the class and that only about 5 people had done well on the test, i'm most likely not one of those 5 ...i kept working on my floating usb drive thingy, i'm almost done i only have a couple of pages left of the the 20+ page long tutorial, the girl that sits next to me keeps getting stuck though but yeah i don't mind helping her cause she's nice, we were supposed to do it at the same pace thing but yeah i kind of forgot so i'm like way ahead of her now oh well...then lunch, it was EXTREMELY windy, well the entire day was extremely windy actually, but yeah i sat in my base thing and corey and tangy and sasha showed up and asked me if i was going to go to the cafeteria with them and i told them i was too tired and it was too windy (that was true) so yeah i just sat there for a bit and then decided to go read in the library cause of the wind, but the library was closed for some reason so i went back and read in my spot, then the bell rang...mr. o had me enter grades into the comp, and some idiots kept bugging me about what their grade was and if i could give them a higher grade, i was like "yeah of course i will...not!" it was kind of funny lol...we worked on well i don't remember what in POD...then in chem we took notes and yeah it was boring...then i rode the bus home and nearly fell cause of the wind, it was kind of embarrassing...

so the end ...hopefully tomorrow won't be as windy and cold

[xxbetsaidaxx]

i'm not going to write much about to day or before today or whatever, it's been drama filled which is horrible , but i am going to write about what happened 3rd period because it sucks...about 2 weeks ago corey asked me if he could copy one of my projects because he hadn't been able to do it (it's not the same corey as the other corey, it's another corey that's in my class, i'm beginning to think all coreys are not nice) and i suck at saying no so i said he could, bad idea, so today after class mrs. taylor called corey, bernardo, some girl that has a strange name, and i to her desk and yeah i honestly had no clue what about because i had forgotten about the whole thing, but yeah she said that bernardo gave him the USB drive they had used to copy, and yeah she made him tell her all our names, she said we were all getting zeroes for that project + participation points corey was acting like he was angry because he hadn't done anything wrong and i felt like slapping him and telling him to grow up and accept his own freaking actions but i didn't, anyway she said she didn't know who had actually done the work and let the other ones copy so i told her i had done it and let corey copy it and she looked all disappointed and stuff, i felt REALLY REALLY horrible, it took every ounce of self control i have not to cry in front of her because she probably would have thought i was faking it, i really hate disappointing people, but yeah then i left and cried in the restroom...i'm pathetic i know... i'm just glad i have lunch after that class because i didn't have to go to my next class with super red eyes.....so yeah my mom got here at like 6 or something and she said my teacher had called but she didn't know why, i told her what had happened and now i'm grounded, but i guess i deserve it, oh and i think my grade went down a lot i'm going to ask tomorrow if i can do some extra credit, well more extra credit because i've already done some things that i wasn't required to do

[dark2nightmare]

dude, that sucks...sometimes you just gotta know when to say NO...you should listen to franz ferdinands song "no" i think then you might get the hang of saying no..but yeah i probably would have cried in front of her...I don't know...might have gotten you sympathy points...and that corey guy, he should have gotten in the most trouble for even asking...freaking teachers with their zero tallerance policys, they just dont work fairly...>.>

[xxbetsaidaxx]

yeah it does suck i think i'll try listening to that song
and we all got the same punishment, the teacher was thinking off dropping all four of us from her class which would have been absolutely horrible

and i asked her if i could do extra work and she said no so i have no clue how i'm going to get my grade up, i had an A and it went down to a C

[dark2nightmare]

that sucks...i did that in my French 2 class...i plagerized part of my paper....and nothing happend...i still got a pretty good grade on the paper but the teacher did know...she was surprised at me for doing that...but its not like im the only one that did it....two guys in the class did it too...but one guy she was surprised at too...and the other one, well no one was really surprised at him

[xxbetsaidaxx]

whoa i hadn't written in here for a really long time, i'm going to try to start writing in here again i think...

yesterday in first period we just read macbeth and talked about random stuff, in second mr. naeve wasn't there so we just worked out of the book i worked with this one dude that's been sitting nex to me for like the past two weeks for some reason (i don't remember his name right now), in third i worked on my indiana jones style movie poster cause i was done with everyhting else, then during luch i went to my usual spot and then a bunch of people came so i talked to them, in fourth i just helped mr. o organize the color pencils and then enter grades into the comp, on the way to fifth i talked to marcus (that's the guy that used to say hi to me all the time even if i didn't know him but yeah now i know him, he's really nice it sucks that he's a freshman but then i guess that doesn't really matter) but yeah he said my zipper was down OMG it was so embarrasing! lol, in fifth we just worked on some court cases but i don't remember anything about them, on the way to sixth i talked to marcus (our fifth and sixth periods are on opposites sides of the school so he walks me to fifth and i walk him to sixth), in sixth i don't even remember what we did, i asked mr john if i could leave 10 miins early cause i had to go get some some books from the library (i lied to him, i didn't need any books i just didn't want to be in there) so yeah i went and sat on a bench in the quad and then brandon came out of nowhere and we talked until the bell rang, he's still acting weird i wish he would stop , so yeah then i walked to the bus stop and then andrew and ben got there so i talked to them until the bus arrived, the bus ride was ok, then i walked home with andrew, and i think that's it

[xxbetsaidaxx]

so today was a pretty average day...

i woke up, found some random skirt to wear, rode the bus to school, got to school and waited for the bell to ring. in english we watched "spider's web castle" which is a japanese adaptation of macbeth, it was pretty amazing considering it was in black and white and had subtitles. mr. nave wasn't there again today so we did the same thing as yesterday. in webpage design i worked on my indiana jones thing, i'm almost dome with it janet kept asking me for help cause she barely started hers today but yeah i didn't mind cause she's nice. in lunch i went and sat with some people i have in english and this one teacher lady walk ed by and said "oh hi! i remember you from last year! how have you been?" i don't even know her so she confused me with some other chick i guess, it's probably the same girl the guy confused me a while ago I don't know. in 4th i just entered grades on to the comp. on the way to POD i talked to marcus, and in then we had a quiz on there, we had this question for extra credit about when will bush leave office and when we went over it A LOT of people got it wrong, and it's not bad that they didn't know, it's bad that it freaking said " 01 20 09 the end of an error" with huge letters on the board!! i mean come on, and it's been there the whole year!! anyway i walked with marcus to chem and the zoned out for the whole period. then i rode the bus home with dev and people...

the end

[dark2nightmare]

what do you mean theend of an error thing was on the board???

[xxbetsaidaxx]

mrs. thompson, my teacher, REALLY doesn't like bush like at all, so she's had this thing on the board that says the date he leaves office and it says 'the end of an error' under it, she means it was an error to elect him as president... and yeah it's freaking huge so you have to be blind not to see it or whatever

[dark2nightmare]

oooooooooooooooo i thought it said like ERA....so i thought your teacher liked him...>.<

[xxbetsaidaxx]

i feel like writing in here today

i woke up at around 3:30 because i was really cold, i couldn't go back to sleep so i just read until about 6 and then got ready for school, well not really, i just grabbed some jeans a shirt cause i really didn't feel like wearing anything nice, i don't even think i brushed my hair ... i got to the bus stop and dev wasn't there so i guess he's not going to school anymore , the bus got there about five minutes later and the bus lady reminded us we had to have our student IDs to get on after school, i knew i had left it on my candle thingy at home so i'd have to go get a temporary one from the office... i went to the restroom as soon as i got to school to check how much of a mess i was and fix my hair a bit or whatever, but the one i usually go to was locked so i went to another one but it was locked too, then i tried the one waaay back by the footbal field cause it's always open, but it was locked too so i just gave up and went to sit on the thing by the auditorium and waited for the bell to ring, i should have gone into the library and worked on the poetry project thing since i didn't work on it over break but i didn't for some weird reason... first period was really strange, mr. mcadams had on some really weird music, cheyenne didn't kill me for not working on the poetry thing during break (or telling her to shut up and hanging up on her last night) so that was nice of her, there was a journal topic on the board that said 'describe your room!' i think it was for his freshman class I don't know but i took a paper out and described my room cause i felt doing it, then we discussed blood meridian and i found out i'm not the only one that doesn't get it, cheyenne and i agreed to meet during lunch to work on the poetry thing... during second we didn't play uno like we usually do during silent reading, i said happy late bday to gerardo cause his bday was the 2nd, i know a lot of people who's bday's on that day actually, anyway we just talked about how our break was and stuff, then class started and we took notes, then mr.naeve asked for the unit circle project thing that i was supposed to have done over break, only me and 2 other people didn't have it so it kind of made me feel bad... during third i just worked on my chrome lizard thing, it's THE most complicated project we've had in there, but it's turning out pretty cool so i'm not complaining, janett gave up on hers and is now working on the dolphin thing i did a couple of weeks ago so she kept asking me a bunch of questions when she got stuck and I don't know why but it annoyed me today and it had never annoyed me before... then lunch, i went to the restroom and finally got to see myself on a mirror, i didn't look as bad as i thought i did and my hair actually looked ok so yay! then i walked to mr. mcadams' room to meet cheyenne but she wasn't there so i just sat on the floor and waited for her, she got there a few minutes later and we just decided what poems we're using and stuff, we have to present on wednesday and i doubt we'll be ready, it has to be like a 10 minute presentation sometimes i wish i had regular english... nothing happened during 4th, like usual, i just took attendance for mr. o and sat there listening to my ipod and reading for the rest of the period... i walked to 5th with marcus and he was like super happy because he has a gf now, he told me he had asked her out on xmas but that he had asked her parents first, I don't know why but i thought that was really cute, now that i think about it i think i should have asked her what her name was and if she went to our hs oh well, during 5th i just worked on something i don't remember but i think the case reed v. reed was somewhere on there, i really don't know why i forget everything i do on there... on the way to 6th i walked with marcus again, he told me i looked like i've been crying and i told him i was just tired and i don't remember what else, then i walked back to my class and i almost walked into the boys restroom instead of my class as brandon was coming out he just looked at me and tried not to laugh, i would have been embarassed but i was waaay too distracted to feel any shame, anyway we just took notes in 6th and then mr. john asked for the hw, i didn't have it but only like 3 people had actually done it so it wasn't that bad... i walked out of class like five minutes early without mr. john noticing and walked to the bus stop, then i remembered i didn't have my student card, i'm sure i could have gotten on the bus without it if i had told the bus lady i had forgotten it cause she's seen me on the bus like a million times, but i didn't feel like seeing ben or bryan and dev wasn't there so i just started walking home, i was just as distracted walking home as during passing period so i almost got ran over like 3 times and i crashed into a mail box but no one was around to see that lol, and i came up with a little dream theory on the way home too i'll write about it later probably, anyway i got home before i even realized it, it felt a lot shorter than the usual bus ride but according to the clock it took me 30 minutes longer