bets' dream journal!!

[xxbetsaidaxx]

i'm going to keep a dream journal on here because i feel like having one i probably won't post things in here much because i rarely remember my dreams after i wake up but still

[xxbetsaidaxx]

i had the weirdest dream last night or this morning I don't know...

my mom, my little sister, and me were at my old house and i don't really know why or how but i killed my mom!! i think i shot her but i don't remember. then i tried to get rid of abby -my little sister- by loosing her at target, but she kept finding me so then i realized that she needed me so we went back to the house and i took care of her like she was my daughter. then my older sister and my little brother came and she asked me if i had seen how my mom had gotten shot -that's why i think i shot her- and i said that i hadn't and then they just left. then i drove over to the bank to take all the money out and run away with abby but two american indians kept asking me questions about who i was and what i was doing and a bunch of crap, then they told me i was a descendant of a princess which made me a princess and i could go live like royalty in their tribe, but they though abby was my daughter and told me i had to get rid of her because they would never allow a single mom to be a princess. i told them i wasn't going to do it and i got on the car and went all the way to mexico but they kept finding us, and then they tried to take abby away from me because they thought their tribe needed me or something. after a long time i realized that they kept finding us because abby's favorite toy was made by native americans and they were following that to find us, i tried burning and throwing it into the ocean but it kept finding it's way back to the car, so then i decided to stay at a really crappy hotel -we stayed there a while ago so i guess that's why i dreamt it- and we hid there for a while but then they suddenly opened the door the door to our room and then i woke up...my mom opened my door and woke me up really

what was really weird is that i was actually me in the dream, whenever i dream i see things as it were a movie and i can see myself in it, but i didn't see me at all, but i like saw everything through my eyes...it's hard to explain
and i would never kill anyone, and obviously not my mom...i wish i knew why i killed her in my freaky dream

[xxbetsaidaxx]

i had a really odd dream last night

it was in mexico i think cause a lot of people were speaking spanish and the weather was kind of mexico-like, it was sort of a family vacation there but mr. mcadams and his dad and son were there, and mr. mcadams's dad was like really old and only spoke spanish which is really weird... anyway there was this hill/mountain thing in front of where we were having a picnic and i told my sis i wanted to climb it so we raced to the top, i got there first obviously and there was a huge house on top but it was completely abandoned and falling down so me being me i went in and looked around, there were a ton of things but they were all covered in dust, i looked in a closet and there were A LOT of old toys in plastic boxes, i saw a brown door and i opened it and looked inside and there was someone sitting on an old chair with his feet on top of a box and then out of nowhere my cousin came and i asked him if he knew what was beyond the room and he said that that was the end of the house, then i asked him who the dude in there was and he said it was just a dummy that someone had put in there ages ago, my sis finally got there and we went to the house's patio thing, and this is really weird but i'm SURE i've been there before i just don't know when or where maybe i've dreamt it before I don't know but i've seen that place before, we just looked around but they wanted to go back down so we did... when we were down i saw that mr. mcadams's dad was sitting on a plastic chair away from all the people and looked really sad so i went and asked him if he wanted to go up the hill and see the house but he said he probably couldn't make it up but that it was sweet of me to offer, i told him someting that i don't remember (our little conversation was in spanish btw) but yeah all the time while i was talking to him mr. mcadams' son kept looking at me anyway i sat down on the floor and he came over and told his grandpa he would go do 'the challenge' (in spanish) and then he looked at me and said 'you should watch me' (that was in english), so yeah i watched him run up to the hill and enter a big white house that i hadn't noticed before, 'the challenge' was carrying things like weights and sports stuff around the house... i guess he won 'the challenge' but i'm not sure because i stopped watching him after a while and went up the hill again but didn't go in the old house, when i was coming down he caught up with me and asked me if i was tired and i said a little so he picked me up and carried me all the way down like i weighted nothing which was weird because he doesn't look that strong, but yeah once down we walked to a little pond and just talked, i was being my usual hyper self and jumping all over the place (and falling all over the place) and he was unusually talkative and flirting with me we kept talking until it was really late and then we went back to his grandpa and sat there for a long time and then he kissed me out of nowhere i was like 'whoa what the heck just happened?!' and then he started saying something but his words were all blurred and i woke up

and yeah i guess i should add that mr. mcadams' son is in my ap english class but yeah i've never talked to him because he doesn't talk he just sits by himself during class, i don't even know his name... but yeah it was a weird dream

[dark2nightmare]

o.O you should talk to him...

[xxbetsaidaxx]

i had another really weird dream that made no sense last night... everything kept changing, it was kind of like watching a movie but skipping a few scenes...

i was in mrs. paratti's cashiering class (i took that last year) but it was an english class and mrs.paratti wasn't there. there was a girl/boy behind me, I don't know which because he/she looked kind of like a girl and he/she had messy blond long hair and had boyish clothes on, i don't remember how the conversation started but he/she said that he/she only went to one of the restrooms in the east side of school and i asked why and he/she said that he/she was really religious and those restrooms had a virgin mary image and it made her/him feel good, i was just like "ehhh that's uhmm interesting" ... then i was walking with a guy, i'm petty sure it was the same guy that liked the religious restroom but he looked completely like a guy now and had short dark brown hair and was taller, and i guess he was my boyfriend or something cause we were holding hands... we were walking toward the library and i saw Marcus walking in the opposite direction, he looked at me and kept walking, he didn't smile or waved or hugged me like he always does (when i'm not dreaming) then i said "Chromo there's something wrong with him, i have to go" (i guess my "boyfriend's" name was Chromo, i have absolutely no clue why such a strange name would be in my dream) anyway i started walking after Marcus but i lost him in the crowd so i just kept walking to nowhere... i was walking on a bunch of leaves and then i realized i'd lost something but i couldn't remember what it was so i started freaking out and running until i ran into a really tall guy with blondish hair (i've never seen him before in my life) i guess he was my friend because i asked him, or more like hysterically yelled at him, to look for my little brother and he said something like "nah i'm too hardcore to look for some stupid kid" >:(i started punching his chest because that was the highest part of him i could reach and telling him he was an immature poser, then he said "fine i'll help but i'm still hardcore and you better not tell anyone" then we started running in opposite directions (we weren't looking for Marcus, we were looking for my little brother I don't know why he would be in my school)... i was walking with Chromo again and it was lunch time, we stopped by a group of his huge friends and they started talking about I don't know what, i felt ignored so i walked to a nearby bench and said hello to the only girl there, she didn't answer so i just sat down and watched people. There was some lady with a little notebook talking to a few girls, she said something like "do you girls know that you could go to jail for this?!" i figured she was talking about writing on trees because she kept pointing to a tree and it had graffiti all over i thought it was kind of silly because every tree looked like that. Then the lady looked at chromo and his group of friends because they were laughing really loud and looked like they were hiding something, i got up and ran toward them to warn them and tell them to get out of there before the lady finished with the girls. when i got there i saw that they had my laptop in the middle, they were looking at a bunch of pictures of naked girls , i grabbed my laptop and started crying and running toward the base thingy near the auditorium but it was facing the wrong way. i stayed there crying and feeling horrible because my "boyfriend" had stolen my laptop just to look at porn with his stupid friends, then the guy that i asked to help me find my little brother came and said "would you mind if i hit Chromo with this towel?" he had a towel on his shoulder, i was kind of confused about the towel part but i said "please do" then he left and i kept on crying. after a while he came back with his phone in his hand and told me he was calling Amy to see if she had another towel, I don't know why but i started laughing at that and then my alarm went off and woke me up...

the strangest thing is that there was no one in the dream that i've actually met before, except for marcus... and everyone was extremely tall, even the girls, except for marcus (and me)

[dark2nightmare]

holy crap that was fucking hailious...XD