Post by xXxAnG.eLaxXx on Jul 6, 2008 3:07:09 GMT -5
These are dark2nightmare's. She wanted me to create her thread or something.
"Liars"
All over the world people lie
All over the world people die
Die for a lie
Love is a lie
Love is waste of everything
Why do people lie to themselves believing in love
Love is a 4 letter word
I say it to my family all the time
I say it to my dogs all the time
I have never said it to anyone else outside of them
Until you came along
I wonder why, me?
Why did you choose to tell me you loved me?
Why did after you saying it only 4 times did I repeat it...
Perhaps it is conditioning to blame....
No....not conditioning...
It is myself...
I had made you out to be someone special....
Someone very special...
Perhaps this time I was the one manipulated...
Perhaps this time it really was my fault to believe something
Why did I do this to myself....
Why did I ever think you would really love me...
I hate myself for believing you....
For believing maybe you would be the one to run away with...
That is all I ever wanted someone to run away with....
But I was stupid to ever think what we had was real
I knew you weren't really my boyfriend...
I knew I wasn't your girlfriend...
I was so stupid to ever think that would change...
I was so stupid to ever believe you
I was so stupid to ever care about you
I was so stupid to ever write your name in my notes...
Or dream about you when I should have been paying attention...
Once again I am alone...
Alone in my quest to run away
But I believe now, that perhaps I can never run away...
My past will always be there, everyone who hurt me...
"Hands on my Wrist"
Every time I feel those hands on my wrists the butterflies in my stomach become alive again.
Those hands squeeze so hard and yet gentle all the same.
They scream in my ear NO!
Don't do it, no!
Stop! STOP!
But I can't...
I just need to do this...
LET GO OF ME!
I feel the words pour out my mouth.
As I push those hands away...
"Inhuman"
every time that horrible monster bugs me i must react
the reaction you call inhuman
the roar that comes from deep within my throat
that inhuman roar
if i can do it just right it doesn't hurt
if i be malnourished during the day it will hurt no matter what
dehydrated my throat cracks from the heat shooting out of my body
my stomach churns from the volume
i stand there stuck frozen in time
with my inhuman roar
that inhuman roar
"Seeing Death"
Only doth the darkness surround
Not a word nor sound
The reborn moon shall rise
It becometh but a twinkle in my eyes
Madness seeds in my head shall grow
Only served misery and woe
All but a suffering mind
As darkness may twist and wind
Damp abyss and solitude
No pigment of red or rouge
Iris has turned her colors away
Vultures and crows here to stay
Black jagged rock in the sea
Like a dagger piercing me
Rustic chains on my wrists
Can see nothing in the mist
Too weak to stand
Or care for bloody hand
Or many cuts on my feet
Oh! Death please don't cheat!
When the sun doth rise
There shall be no twinkle in these eyes
When the light doth come
I shall be gone
"Drowning in my Own Worthlessness"
Why am I here
Why are you
Why do we all exist
Because they tell us too?
Did they ever have a reason
I wonder if they did
Did we all miss it
Or did we just forget
Or all we all worthless
Or is just me
I feel so dumb sometimes I just want to scream
I have to punch myself to make sure it's not a dream
With every hit
I just want to quit
I am so worthless to the world
So worthless to myself
So worthless to my friends
So worthless to my family
So worthless to you
Worthless
Worthless
Worthless
Worthless
"Mixed Feelings"
You say so many things about me,
All of them good,
None of them bad,
You always seem to make me feel,
Make me feel better,
Make me feel loved,
Make me feel important,
Make me feel special,
Make me feel sick,
Make me feel horrbile,
Because I can't return your feelings,
Always leaving you cold,
You always leave me warm,
You feel this way for me so strongly it seems,
Truth is I wish I could feel the same,
But I just can't allow it,
I want to give into you,
Forget everything else but what revolves around you,
I want to but I can't,
You have said you love me twice,
But I can't say it back,
I love you,
Three words,
I say them to family everyday,
Almost to the point where I don't even know if I mean it,
But when I,
If I say it to you,
I want to mean it,
But I just can't,
You have twisted me,
Metaled me,
Left me wanting more,
I have only left you cold,
Left you lonely,
Left you unloved,
You don't even realize it,
I want to tell you everything,
I want to share everything,
I know you feel the same way,
But I just can't say,
Those three words to you,
I really want to,
I really need to,
I but can't,
I wish I could say it back,
I wish I could be with you always,
I wish I could hug you and never let go,
But I can never have these things,
I know you feel the same way,
But I can't tell you,
I want to so badly,
I want you so badly,
You don't even know,
Because I can't tell you,
I want to tell you,
But I just can't allow myself to,
I'm sorry...
I will miss you...
"Before You Go"
I think about you too much,
So much I wanna through up,
Not in a bad way,
But in a good weird way,
I hate the age differance,
I could never show you to my parents,
I still want to be with you,
I know you want to be with me too,
It just can't be right now,
Please wait for me,
Don't leave me,
I know you will naturaly,
Anyway,
At some point,
I don't know if I will ever find anyone better,
No one is as kind,
No one is as sweet,
No one is like you,
The picture of your grave,
It sets in my head,
Although I have never seen it,
I believe someday I will,
I will sleep on top of it and cry for you,
It will hurt so deep to lose you,
But I know it will happen,
But right now I will enjoy my time with you,
That I can,
Some time I will be with you,
Before you go,
Just don't forget one last kiss...
"Am I Here"
Am I really here, am I really around
Dose anyone notice, have I ever made a sound
Is that why
They walk by
Is that the only reason, I don't speak
I try to say anything but, never make a peep
Do I scare them away
Will they ever want me to play
This life is too complex
My muscles start to flex
My anger starts to rise
No fear in my eyes
Nothing happened they just walk by
I always ask why
Why
Why
Why
Why
Why
What, wait...
They are gone it's too late
"Why Didn't I See"
Why didn't I see
You never cared for me
You pretend
To be my friend
And laugh in my face
But your the disgrace
One day you'll have no one
One day you'll be all alone
When they all find out
At you they will shout
I am not alone
You do this to everyone
Why can't they understand
You never cared for them
You pretend
To be their friend
And laugh in their face
But your the disgrace
One day you'll have no one
One day you'll be all alone
"A Letter"
Dear Head Vampire,
In flight you remind me of a bat using it's sonar as it gracefully devourers a moth, an airplane as it stealth-fully lands, and a butterfly as it gathers pollen from the flowers.
Your voice reminds me of the great white wolf howling out for its significant other in the moon light.
Your skin is so pale and icy, like snow in the cold winter of your scorched beat-less heart.
Your smile is so wise, yet creepy in that you have become so content with your endless life in death.
Your eyes are two dark pools that dissolve all that you see.
Your personality stems from the darkness draped around you until you are engulfed by your surroundings and they leak into your mind.
When I'm with you, it's as if I'm in the warmth of summer again and I never want it to end.
Forever yours, The Vampire Queen
"Daddy's Little Girl"
Locked away in the dark
Shoved out of the way
Never told the truth
Im smarter than you think
I can feel more than I show
Just because you see me as a little girl
Doesnt mean I am
Doesnt mean I cant feel
Doesnt mean I cant see
I can see why you were afraid
I can understand fear
We have more in common than you know
Cause I hate my brother just as much as you
Cause I know you hate your brother too
...Dad...
"Ghost"
Sent to isloation
Theres lots of time to ponder
Plunty of time to wonder
My mind seems to be the only thing that works
Words dont find my mouth
Emotion escapes my face
They look through
I am but a ghost
To them....a ghost
But a ghost has sprit, and emotion
They are left here
Something went wrong when they died...
But I am not dead
But I dont feel alive
I may as well be in a coffin, and loose my breath
Because the man with the gun
Didnt see me.....
"Liars"
All over the world people lie
All over the world people die
Die for a lie
Love is a lie
Love is waste of everything
Why do people lie to themselves believing in love
Love is a 4 letter word
I say it to my family all the time
I say it to my dogs all the time
I have never said it to anyone else outside of them
Until you came along
I wonder why, me?
Why did you choose to tell me you loved me?
Why did after you saying it only 4 times did I repeat it...
Perhaps it is conditioning to blame....
No....not conditioning...
It is myself...
I had made you out to be someone special....
Someone very special...
Perhaps this time I was the one manipulated...
Perhaps this time it really was my fault to believe something
Why did I do this to myself....
Why did I ever think you would really love me...
I hate myself for believing you....
For believing maybe you would be the one to run away with...
That is all I ever wanted someone to run away with....
But I was stupid to ever think what we had was real
I knew you weren't really my boyfriend...
I knew I wasn't your girlfriend...
I was so stupid to ever think that would change...
I was so stupid to ever believe you
I was so stupid to ever care about you
I was so stupid to ever write your name in my notes...
Or dream about you when I should have been paying attention...
Once again I am alone...
Alone in my quest to run away
But I believe now, that perhaps I can never run away...
My past will always be there, everyone who hurt me...
"Hands on my Wrist"
Every time I feel those hands on my wrists the butterflies in my stomach become alive again.
Those hands squeeze so hard and yet gentle all the same.
They scream in my ear NO!
Don't do it, no!
Stop! STOP!
But I can't...
I just need to do this...
LET GO OF ME!
I feel the words pour out my mouth.
As I push those hands away...
"Inhuman"
every time that horrible monster bugs me i must react
the reaction you call inhuman
the roar that comes from deep within my throat
that inhuman roar
if i can do it just right it doesn't hurt
if i be malnourished during the day it will hurt no matter what
dehydrated my throat cracks from the heat shooting out of my body
my stomach churns from the volume
i stand there stuck frozen in time
with my inhuman roar
that inhuman roar
"Seeing Death"
Only doth the darkness surround
Not a word nor sound
The reborn moon shall rise
It becometh but a twinkle in my eyes
Madness seeds in my head shall grow
Only served misery and woe
All but a suffering mind
As darkness may twist and wind
Damp abyss and solitude
No pigment of red or rouge
Iris has turned her colors away
Vultures and crows here to stay
Black jagged rock in the sea
Like a dagger piercing me
Rustic chains on my wrists
Can see nothing in the mist
Too weak to stand
Or care for bloody hand
Or many cuts on my feet
Oh! Death please don't cheat!
When the sun doth rise
There shall be no twinkle in these eyes
When the light doth come
I shall be gone
"Drowning in my Own Worthlessness"
Why am I here
Why are you
Why do we all exist
Because they tell us too?
Did they ever have a reason
I wonder if they did
Did we all miss it
Or did we just forget
Or all we all worthless
Or is just me
I feel so dumb sometimes I just want to scream
I have to punch myself to make sure it's not a dream
With every hit
I just want to quit
I am so worthless to the world
So worthless to myself
So worthless to my friends
So worthless to my family
So worthless to you
Worthless
Worthless
Worthless
Worthless
"Mixed Feelings"
You say so many things about me,
All of them good,
None of them bad,
You always seem to make me feel,
Make me feel better,
Make me feel loved,
Make me feel important,
Make me feel special,
Make me feel sick,
Make me feel horrbile,
Because I can't return your feelings,
Always leaving you cold,
You always leave me warm,
You feel this way for me so strongly it seems,
Truth is I wish I could feel the same,
But I just can't allow it,
I want to give into you,
Forget everything else but what revolves around you,
I want to but I can't,
You have said you love me twice,
But I can't say it back,
I love you,
Three words,
I say them to family everyday,
Almost to the point where I don't even know if I mean it,
But when I,
If I say it to you,
I want to mean it,
But I just can't,
You have twisted me,
Metaled me,
Left me wanting more,
I have only left you cold,
Left you lonely,
Left you unloved,
You don't even realize it,
I want to tell you everything,
I want to share everything,
I know you feel the same way,
But I just can't say,
Those three words to you,
I really want to,
I really need to,
I but can't,
I wish I could say it back,
I wish I could be with you always,
I wish I could hug you and never let go,
But I can never have these things,
I know you feel the same way,
But I can't tell you,
I want to so badly,
I want you so badly,
You don't even know,
Because I can't tell you,
I want to tell you,
But I just can't allow myself to,
I'm sorry...
I will miss you...
"Before You Go"
I think about you too much,
So much I wanna through up,
Not in a bad way,
But in a good weird way,
I hate the age differance,
I could never show you to my parents,
I still want to be with you,
I know you want to be with me too,
It just can't be right now,
Please wait for me,
Don't leave me,
I know you will naturaly,
Anyway,
At some point,
I don't know if I will ever find anyone better,
No one is as kind,
No one is as sweet,
No one is like you,
The picture of your grave,
It sets in my head,
Although I have never seen it,
I believe someday I will,
I will sleep on top of it and cry for you,
It will hurt so deep to lose you,
But I know it will happen,
But right now I will enjoy my time with you,
That I can,
Some time I will be with you,
Before you go,
Just don't forget one last kiss...
"Am I Here"
Am I really here, am I really around
Dose anyone notice, have I ever made a sound
Is that why
They walk by
Is that the only reason, I don't speak
I try to say anything but, never make a peep
Do I scare them away
Will they ever want me to play
This life is too complex
My muscles start to flex
My anger starts to rise
No fear in my eyes
Nothing happened they just walk by
I always ask why
Why
Why
Why
Why
Why
What, wait...
They are gone it's too late
"Why Didn't I See"
Why didn't I see
You never cared for me
You pretend
To be my friend
And laugh in my face
But your the disgrace
One day you'll have no one
One day you'll be all alone
When they all find out
At you they will shout
I am not alone
You do this to everyone
Why can't they understand
You never cared for them
You pretend
To be their friend
And laugh in their face
But your the disgrace
One day you'll have no one
One day you'll be all alone
"A Letter"
Dear Head Vampire,
In flight you remind me of a bat using it's sonar as it gracefully devourers a moth, an airplane as it stealth-fully lands, and a butterfly as it gathers pollen from the flowers.
Your voice reminds me of the great white wolf howling out for its significant other in the moon light.
Your skin is so pale and icy, like snow in the cold winter of your scorched beat-less heart.
Your smile is so wise, yet creepy in that you have become so content with your endless life in death.
Your eyes are two dark pools that dissolve all that you see.
Your personality stems from the darkness draped around you until you are engulfed by your surroundings and they leak into your mind.
When I'm with you, it's as if I'm in the warmth of summer again and I never want it to end.
Forever yours, The Vampire Queen
"Daddy's Little Girl"
Locked away in the dark
Shoved out of the way
Never told the truth
Im smarter than you think
I can feel more than I show
Just because you see me as a little girl
Doesnt mean I am
Doesnt mean I cant feel
Doesnt mean I cant see
I can see why you were afraid
I can understand fear
We have more in common than you know
Cause I hate my brother just as much as you
Cause I know you hate your brother too
...Dad...
"Ghost"
Sent to isloation
Theres lots of time to ponder
Plunty of time to wonder
My mind seems to be the only thing that works
Words dont find my mouth
Emotion escapes my face
They look through
I am but a ghost
To them....a ghost
But a ghost has sprit, and emotion
They are left here
Something went wrong when they died...
But I am not dead
But I dont feel alive
I may as well be in a coffin, and loose my breath
Because the man with the gun
Didnt see me.....
